da loVerz liFe

2010-04-28T01:09:00.002+08:00

*YaWnz* feel ShO tired Todae after walKing ard wiF bf.
Bf actuallY wanted to catch a Movie..BUt we r kinDa oF late..shO change Plan..
lUckY iT was a free Tix..we graB ouR earlY diNner Together..haD loNg johN..
deN we Were liKe walKing ard wiNdow shOpping fer Hourx..*tired*
finaLly boUght mYselF a NEw dress..hMm..stG thErez stG nEw tat i notice..
bF caN eveN lYn me go shOpping..haha..nOT liKe oTa guYz..infacT he iS da One
hU kiPz pUlling me Frm oNe shOP to anoTher..eveN i got tired first!!haha..
hes da best i Eva had..hmmm...carN wait fer laTEr...mIss babY...

2010-04-27T04:03:00.003+08:00

Finally I'm done wiF thiS thIngY..noW i Cn Update...
FirsTlY..SorI bF..Gf havEn sLeep..heex..
Well ntg mUcH actuallY..jUZ glaD thaT bF iS doNE wiF reservISt..
caRn baRe to bE apaRt frM hIm nEmoRe..miSs hiM loTs..
k laH wanna gO to Bed.. wiLl miT Bf latEr fer MoviE date..niteX

2009-11-01T16:15:00.002+08:00

aRgghh..shO maD wiF taT rizal(stuPid mamaK)...uH..lEt mE get riD oF mY anger Here..He iS oNE iDioTic Guy! menyUsahKan oRg tk abes2..GoshHH...i havE chOSen Da ronG grP..realI2 regret tat i do projeCt wiF em..haiXzz..shUd do project wiF nadiAh..guYz r uSeless wEn cuM to project..Its my fiNal year n verI streSsfuL..lOtz oF juz projecTs tO do..serioUsly iT sUCks IF ur grP member Carn werk Together..Coz It wiL affect mY maRks oSo..teL me babY hw To maintaIn mY A's Like u tolD me to do Sho...IF everythINg iS shO FucK up..

lalala..ar..ferget Bout iT..fer nW..waiting fer mY dearest BF to cuM..heexx..MisH hiM shO muCh..
Carn wait to werK wiF hIm tis wed..shO far werkIn at ButterFac..waS easY..n ShO faR i cN managE..haha..oF couRse i Love da EnviroNment..haha..coz I loVe cluBbin..iM sUre babY wiL love da jOB..heexx...bUt hoPe he duN miND werkiN wif all da mat repZ..tiL here fer nW..

2009-10-18T00:45:00.002+08:00

eM starTiNg wIf fri..was ReaLi darn2 laZy to gO to wErk..haha..Nw iN skUlin mOOd..loTz OF
ProjEct haVe To bE doNe..gosh..!!..eNded WerK latE..shO enD up dear2 sliPin at mY placE..hE iS mY bEsT bDae giFt eva..Ur preSenCe iN mY liFe meanT aloT to me..Sori taT i makE a biG mess todae..but juz remember tat No mAtteR waT..Im serioUSlY iN loVe wiF u..thanKxz fer spEndiNg tyme tOgether wiF me..taTz all I wanT fer mY bdae..u..hey babY tanX fer CookIn fooD fer mE..heexx...spenD da dae iN hiz rooM..watchIn dVdz..plaYiN ps2..heex..Not FergetIng iTs oSo oUR swiT anniVersaRy todae..da 6 mTHs tOgether..goNe thru alOt oF ups N dwns..but we r stIll hOldiN oN strOngly..no matter wat..i loVe Euu shO mucH..tanxz Fer lOving mE..n nva FaiLs To kiP giVin mE chanCes despITe all Da paIn i pUT u thru..Muackxxzz!!! "LoviNg u shO mucH"...

2009-10-12T23:37:00.003+08:00

Well..skuL resumEz todaE..wOw..shO manY project Fer tis term..Tis is oUr last term shO gotta get serioUs...em..last terM exaM was..woW..diN expect to get aLl A....tanxz tO babY whO helP me alOt in mY studies..esP da memoriziN part..LOL..oUhh ya..GUess waT..mE n dear2 iS together agaiN nw..iM darn happie..i reallI mish da wae he hOld me..da wae he kIsh me..everyting..iS juZ shO swit..i lOve da past few daeS wiF u dear2..U r shO lovinG..u r da MosT LOVING BOYFRIEND i eva had..nW taT we r werkiN together agaiN at uniqlO IOn..its Juz shO great..jUz lIke thoSe daes at EW..juz tat Nw U got No free tyme to write fer me cards wiF colour penS niMore..hees..but doEsnt matter..as LOng as U r owaes wif me..babY duN eva asK me to let u go agaiN coz I reaLi
lOve u shO mucH..heex..juz hOpe taT tiS tyme ..wiL be tiL we marry..(hehehe)..bOyfriend..bOyfriend..i LOve u shO mucH!!..k laH wanna slIp..got skuL tmrw..n wiL be pIckiN switheart BCk frm werk..happie werkiN BB..muackxxxx!!!

2009-10-12T22:30:00.004+08:00

reaLli miSs bloGiN..bEeN shO buzI nowadaYz..eM..weN jlN rayE wif mY classmaTes..
fuH!! havOc..we rent A totaL of 4 cars fer raye..oN da 2nD n 3rd Oct..reaLi haD lOTs oF fuN sei..
em..herez soMe oF da Picx..

2009-07-17T21:17:00.005+08:00

HaPpY 3 mThs to My DeareSt BF...

Em..StaRtIng Da Dae WiF skUl...ForciNg maSelF to wakE uP..darN slEePy..EnD uP plaYin gaME iN claSs Coz CA diN cuM..waste mY tiMe..haha..DeN miT uP wiF bf..watCh mOvie toGether..haVe oUr lUNcH toGether..
anD jUz hanG oUt aT ma area..haD a ShOrt But meaningFul dae..Bf..sOri fer da arguemEnt taT i cause..suMtymEs iTs juZ difficuLt fer Me to cOntroL mYself..i waNa haVe freeDom ..bT i aSk fer too mUch..
iM sori ya fer Nt understandiN u..bT weN i tiNk bcK no ota guY wuD alsO allow hiZ gf to gO clUbbin wiF oTa guYS eveN jUz fer bdaE celebratIon...reaLi2 sori..bT iM glad its ova..tanxz fer makIn da firsT moVe yar..laStlY...tanXzz fer TiS cuTe care Bear!! i lUv iT..muackXX..

2009-06-17T00:00:00.003+08:00

HapPIe 2 mOnths My Dear Bf!!!!

tankXz fer everytINg u haVe done fer me all tiS while..N we realI go thru alot together..ShO darn happie tat FinallY we get to Be together..DuN eva leavE me AgaiN yar..i havE learN a loT frm U BF..tankXz shO muCh fer aL ur loVe...heartS u Sho muCh..letS enjoY oUr daE todae..N i wun regret every SingLE seconD thaT i spenD wiF mY dear2BF!!...

2009-06-15T11:18:00.000+08:00

hEre Cumz hOlidae..finallY..shO tired oF haviNg to wakE uP everyDae N go to skuL..
k let Me starT wiF lasT Sat..june 13..haD a tiriN yet wonderfuL triP to hortpark
and henderson wave...acTuali itS kinDa lasT miN coz i dun wanna gO..paiSey seh...go wiF BF familY...buT BF was liK beggiN me to go..(ape seh..)..he promiSe nTG wiL happen N they wuN eat me up..(obviouslY they wuN eat me..hheehee)..he tolD me taT hiS mum n aunty ask me to taG alonG..ok shO i juz give it a go..wen i reached there..still nervous..haha..sO manY of em was there..i miT uP wiF BF n hiS sis..at
oUtram..hIS sis was darn friendlY..hehe..buT i juZ duN noe wat to tOk abt..shO most of da tyme kinda quiet..paisey duh..

n yEah..tankXz to mY dearset bF...tat we got da roNG wae..haha..oMG..we were like walking on da long bridge..(halfwae)..we r on da rong track ..got to u-turn bck..reali tiring..head to hortpark..look fer da rest..dn head to henderson wave..tat long bridge again..haha..diN noe tat BF mum was shO sporting n outgoin..coz she luks kinda fierce to me..oppzz...em duN realI get to noE all of em..onlI get to noE Ain and Amira(if im nt rong)..

thankxz once agaiN fer inviting me to da trip..realI enjoY myself..coz i have nva had a family gathering like tat..(wif all mY aunties)..they all have lots of prob..n oni prob..no tyme fer outing..em..nvm lah..at least i was given a chance to go oN da trip wif BF's familiez...

June 14...that was yTD...mit bF kiNda late ..ard 7 plus i guess..went to clarke quay..soRi fer oNi a short hrz spent together..but im realI happie at least got to mit u dear..u r mY switest BF i ever had..

Em todae BF got to werk..shO boriNg..i havE to be a gd gaL n stay at hm..hehe..
miSs hIm loTs..happie werking syG...

2009-05-17T20:40:00.000+08:00

2009-05-17T20:32:00.004+08:00

Happy 1 mth my dear bf!

Eventhough we had a short dae 2dae..i reali love spending 2dae wif u dear..esp.eating sakura like crazy wif u.. i luv u sho much..sori if al tis while i have hurt u alot..sori k..i noe im nt any decent or innocent gal..i noe my attitudes are fucking sucks! Bt tanxz alot 4 tryin hard 2 change n tries 2 understand me..i noe tis aint easy..u nid 2 hav lots of patience..tanx bf 4 everyting u did..u reali take gd care of me..sori i kip askin 4 a break up..bt tanxz 4 nva wanting 2 let me go..n kip holdin on 2 tis relationship..i reali appreciate u in ma life! Muackxz!! i hope u like da gift i gave u..loVE u darl..
once again happie one mth syg...!!!!

2009-05-16T22:57:00.000+08:00

luv my dearest bf sho much!

2009-05-02T04:16:00.002+08:00

Shsssss....babY iS slipIng..im still awakE..piTy hiM..he loOks shO tired...
afteR werk hE cuM aL da waE tO miT me..he bought fer me snack..tAnxz dear..
hE helP me ouT wiF mY dance porTfoliO..coz iTS due oN moNDae..da evenT manager want it A.S.A.P!! coz theRe r eventS cumiN up..we stayEd uP tiL nw at mY hSe to do da stuff..bUt bF KO first..hehex..he lOOks shO cute weN hes asleep..(im watchIn hiM nw).. u noE deaR..no oTa guY wuD staY up wiF mE juz TO do da stuFF..buT u did..sangguP seY u..coZ he sae..he wud dO anytinG fer me..n i noe he reaLi meaN it..thru iS actionS..nt juz wrds...
k la..wanna Upload da Video...anD joIn bF..wanna sliP..zZz

2009-04-25T10:54:00.002+08:00

beEN quite Sumtyme Since i laSt uPDate mY bloG...
buZi wiF skuL ..mY timEtabLe suCks...very2 packEd...
gt a mLy claSs adviSor..N shes reaLi fuN but kiNDa fussY wen cuM to doiN werk...
reaLi enjOy skUL.. esP weN mY boYS are aRd..kN keCOh...lOve U guYS..(taufiq..zul..ayie..bo..ipien..afiq..rizal)...bUt afiq has nT beeN ard..hes oN mc fer 2 weeks
lame tu..he gt chiCken pOX..kecian..amaN jugaK dunie akU kaU tk de..]

to rizaL: tinGs caN nVa be da samE lik b4 coz u change..n u makE mY feeliNgs chANge..
sori if i diN kiP mY promiSe..

to afiQ: wE wiL remaiN frends...coz we jUZ carn be more thaN tat..sori..
(juZ recieVe a mSg frm hiM..haha..saeiN iF oni he diN get Cp..he wanTed to clUB wiF me..)
hahaha...tats too bad..

170409...
thatS da Date thaT we r finallY together..after everytIng thaT we havE been thru..
im sori thaT i made U wait a lil muCh lonGEr..it tooK us ard 8 mths b4 we cn officiallY blong to each ota...lots of uPs n dwns taT we face..bT thaT juZ makes oUR love stronger..n nva change..
n tats wat we caL reaL loVe..u makE me haPPier eacH dae bf..wen im wIF u..u nva faiL to make me lauGH..u r da switest guy i eva fouND..coz u wiL nva hurt me..i noe itS harD handlinG a gaL like me rite..COz i wiL nva want to lISten to anY of ur wrds..haha..but i wiL try to change..to be a better gf..its onI a matter OF tyme..u helP me get ova hiM..da guy tat i used to loVe alot..u teach me wat loVe is...laStlY...i loVe u .. you love me..(thaTS da wrds on our necklace)..

240409...
pICk bF uP frm werk yTD....aND we hanG oUT at da FountaiN ....
bf maDe a dedicatioN fer me..thaTs very the darN swit oF euu...
thankxz fer da shORt bT swit dae ytd..loVe u to da maX darL...

toDae..goIN moviE outing wiF bf..mY sis..her bf..mummy..mY bro..n grandama..
watchiNG jGN tegur..wiL update tonite..da.....

2009-04-10T01:34:00.002+08:00

toDae da 9 apRiL... spenD huL dae wiF hiM..k.starteD wiF watchiN movie...

fast and furiouS...at 12.45...aT a nEw plaCe callEd "Illuma" if nt ronG...juz besiDe bugis street..

next went shoPpin at buGis streeT...bought sum stuff...

den went to town...walk2...my legs are dyIn...haha..he bring to ......

ouhh GOSh!! u i ferget

da name of da place agaIn..haha...sorie...duN noe y wen i c

u shO da iNterested to read da

twiliGht booKS,,,,,i oso feeL like wanna read it one dae...haha..arD 9...mit "F".....and his cousiNs wiF hiM..ask him accompany me..shO he caN take care oF me..heexx..den mY turn folLow hIm to his werk place tO miT his fwens...haha...haD suM misUnderstanDing...iM sori..diN noe u was jealous...sori fer hurtIn ur feeliNg....em..duN noe wat To update...kinda sleepY...heres da pIC fer todae.."juz SpeciaL FWen"...

2009-04-08T16:34:00.001+08:00

N-Force All Or Nothing (At All) lyrics

I know when she´s been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought with time you´d realize it´s over over
It´s not the way I choose to live
And something somewhere´s gotta give
As sharing in this relationship gets older older

You know I´d fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn´t even there
I´ve had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don´t care if that´s not fair

Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There´s nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it´s now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all

There are time it seems to me
I´m sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don´t show it show it
Then there´s times you look at me
As though I´m all that you could see
Those times I don´t believe it´s right I know it know it

Don´t make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well
I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it´s time to show and tell

Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There´s nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it´s now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing

Cuz you and I
Could lose it all if you´ve got no more room
No more inside for me in your life

Cuz I want it all
Or Nothing at all
There´s nowhere left to fall
It´s now or never

Is it all
Or Nothing at all
When you reach the bottom it´s now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
There´s nowhere left to fall

2009-04-08T14:17:00.002+08:00

Bored...bored...de...still waiting fer skUL to opeN!!!
CARN WAIT!! ler..mY life becomes "messier" each dae..
carN imaginE..still duN have da iDea hw am i gona faCe da twO of em in skuL..
shO shO alot Of miSunderstanDing..!! "TTM" ....em..let me c..wat actuaLi he wanted frm me ehK..stiL duN get it..every single tiNgy taT happeN he wiL tel "z"..
buT "z" saes he stiL love mE..but he did nTg..haha..fer mE honestlY stiL do have feelInG fer hiM too..buT not shO strG like wE useD to be..he saE he luV me..but juz carn even treat me rite..y sey..??!!

FirSt daE oF skuL "F" ="TTM"...wanteD to Go skUl wiF me first..nW its "z" turn askIng me to Go skuL wiF hiM..goSh!!hw eHk??!! maYb goiN to skUl aloNe wUd be muCh betta..haha..ignoRe both oF em..buT stil iN claSs hw ehk??duh!! im doiN shO mucH tinkIng.. alaH..wateva happens..happen LEr..iM nt theiR gf aniwae..i cN dO wateva i wanT..em..c Hw luh!..

2009-04-08T14:13:00.001+08:00

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
I won't forget us

But somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

2009-04-02T02:47:00.002+08:00

2009-04-02T02:40:00.001+08:00

There are times
I swear I know you're here
When I forget about my fears
Feeling you my dear
Watchin over me
And my hope seeks
What the future will bring
When you wrap me in your wings
And take me:

[Chorus]

Where you are
Where you and I will breathe together
Once again
We'll be dancing in the moonlight
Just like we used to do
And you'll be smilin back at me
Only then will I be free
When I can be
Where you are

And I can see your face
Your kiss I still can taste
Not a memory erased
Oh, I see your star
Shining down on me
And I'd do anything
If I could just
Be right there:

[CHORUS]

Then I will be free
So take me where you are
Now baby there were times when selfishly
I'm wishing that you are here with me
So I can wipe the tears away from your eyes
And make you see
That every night while you are dreamin
I'm here to guard you from a far
And anytime I feel alone
I close my eyes and dream of
Where you are
Where you and I can breathe together
(and we will breathe together baby)
Once again (oh, we'll be dancing in the moonlight)
We'll be dancin in the moonlight
Just like we used to do
And you'll be smilin back at me
(only then will I be free)
Then I will be free
Baby I still believe
Oh I've got to believe
I will touch you that sweet day
That you take me there Where you are
I still believe
Oh I've got to believe
I will touch you that sweet day
That you take me there
Where you are
Oh where you are
I've got to believe
I'll always be waiting here
That sweet day yeah
Only wanna be where you are
I still believe

2009-03-29T13:50:00.002+08:00

two daes..was wif sumonE....

k leTS starT wiF fridae..wat else if not dance..dance n dancing..

have dance practice at esplanade went ther wif hiM..had our luNCh...he cook fer

me mY fav.maggie..hehe..den waited fer oUR "miss dance president"...

haha guess wat tyme she reached?? 5 plus..ahaha..suppose to be at 2pm..haha de..

after danCe head to east side...overnite aT thaT area...

lyiNG dwN together on a big swing haha..fun de..dun wanna elaborate wat happen

that nite kinda privacy...but franklY i felT ntg was da same aS hw we used to be..

til da next morning..noe wat he spotteD a shooting star..darn

it was sho fast..n sho long..

sadlY i nva saw da star..it was

darn fast..haha..and we both make a wish..din noe his wish

until he spooted da second shooting star..n he told me tis "noe wat i wish fer 4 da first tyme?"

and i sae wat? he sae....." i wish fer another shooting star.." and gosh thers two shooting star in

one dae..haha...and he asked me wat did i wish fer.."happiness" that wat i owaes wanted in my life..being happie is more den enugh..i was shO amazed wif da 2nd star til i ferget to make another wish...haha and his second wish was 'fer me to be his"... swit kan kan...haha..sho touching nyer..we had fun at da playgrd..disturbing each other..running ard..haha..

den next we head to pasir ris park...was my first tyme going ther..haha..i noe pathetic..haha..

coz im sho lazy to travel frm one end to another..haha..pitch a tent..lying dwn together in his arms..em fer da end of da dae...he bring me to sumwher sho nice and romantic place..haha..

he gave me a treat at tis "arnold's" tingy..tankx ya swits..i love it.. den head hm...had a two memorable dae wif u..n will owaes remember tat swing..u bullied me..haha..til here

***saD thinGs thaT happen i ferget it..swit n happie memories owaez follow me thru..***

2009-03-27T01:20:00.001+08:00

Baby i love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know
All the love we've made will never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

Baby i love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know
All the love we've made will never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you, yes I do(yes I do)
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
until the end (the end) of time (of time)

From the day I met you I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to the feelings of your kisses
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You make me think that I could live my life like this everyday
There's never been a doubt in my mind
That I regret ever having you by my side
But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know
Thet everyday that I spend with you
I will miss you cuz I'm happy that I had you at all

Baby i love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know
All the love we've made will never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

Baby i love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to, boy I think that you should know
All the love we've made will never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you, yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
until the end (the end) of time (of time)

2009-03-27T01:17:00.000+08:00

MUNGKIR BAHAGIA--> Hazami

Dihimpit di cengkam rindu ini
Gerimis duka ku
Menggamit kenangan silam
Resah nan pilu menghampiri

Suria malam ku kelam
pedih kemelut cinta
Ingin kelu bicara
tuk mengungkap rindu

Sayangku mungkir pada kejujuranmu
menolak segala bahgia di hadapanku
kasih ku mungkir pada
kata janji ku
berlari aku jauh dari cintamu
ku kesali

dihanyut di lambung ombak lara
sepi ku berkelana
melayari jiwa nestapa
menggagahi rasa kesayuan
leburlah harapan cinta
namun kesetianmu
kugengagam bagai hukuman
mengheret langkah ku

Sayangku mungkir pada kejujuranmu
menolak segala bahgia di hadapanku
kasih ku mingkir pada
kata janji ku
berlari aku jauh dari cintamu
ku kesali

maafkan daku kekasih hati cinta kita berakhir
maafkan daku kerna aku memungkirinya
maafkan daku kekasih hati cinta jadi begini
maafkan daku ku mungkir bahagia

2009-03-27T00:56:00.002+08:00

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my love for you can move mountain.. hope we stay like this together forever.. beach for the weekends k baby girl.. Muacks =*

he senT me tIS...k i will Go look fer moUntains if they aiNt moving means
u nva love me..hehe
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my_yasier@hotmail.com said (3/26/2009 at 8:20 AM):
tk sweet lah......i juz take from the internet...hehe...apelah...tapi saye rase awk lagi sweet tau...
ur welcome....
my_yasier@hotmail.com said (3/26/2009 at 8:21 AM):
care awk bebual ngan kite....saya dpt rase kn yg awk sweet org nye....
tapi tk lah sweet mcm honey....sweet mcm gule2 tu adelah....
hehe...
my_yasier@hotmail.com said (3/26/2009 at 8:22 AM):
kite bergurau je....
klah....we meet again k.....bye.

tiS iS wat he sae..btw i noe im owaes swit...kakaka...
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em watCh thiS moviE todae wiF hiM..shoW was shO2 interesting..
was realI concentrating on da movie..de..shUD watch..
next haD our shO called "dinner" @ maC... heavy meal..haha..still full til nw..
head bacK to mY area..hang oUt at playGrouND...talk...laugh..cry..haha..
afteral i juz wisH i cn keeP u longer..love being in ur arms..
till here...zZz...

2009-03-24T15:55:00.003+08:00

21 march..yesH caN nva ferget thaT dae i spent at ur hM wen ur parents are away..
went all da wae to east side..fer 2 daes..anyting fer u babe..
hw i wish i caN more of those daes..heex..
i love iT wen u puT me iN ur arms..hw i felt shO being loved and shO safe..
n another great dae ytd..no at ya hm...but sumwhere else..that we cud slip together..
wen u r wif me..ntg else matter..tanxz fer being sho swit da past few daes..
shudnt have argue wif u coz of stg stupid..haha..but im glad coz
at least tat brings u and me closer..
haha words juz carn explain hw i felt.. H A P P I N E S S

2009-03-21T04:00:00.000+08:00

1 hour more...

2009-03-21T03:00:00.000+08:00

2 more hours to go..

2009-03-21T01:46:00.000+08:00

going to 2am soon..3 more hours to go...

2009-03-21T01:01:00.002+08:00

sittinG here..waiting fer u but u aint here..i juz carn go to bed wif this pain..i noe where u did turn to..browsing thru pictures of me n u...
shed tears..rememberin wat we used to have..hw fast tyme flies..
n how fast pple changed..sometymes its best keeping da truth onli for
urself for da sake of others happiness...scarifice a little fer sumone hu
have sacrifice alot fer u...tis aint easy..but gotta be strong n have da courage to
do so..he came into my life wif a smile and a "hi" ..and tis will end wif "goodbye".
y do people owaes cum and go? after u found everyting den goes tat word goodbye..
i dun wana be a gal sho heartless...everyting's gonna be fine..

2009-03-21T00:52:00.000+08:00

Don't hang up, can't we talk
So confused it's like I'm lost
What went wrong, what made you go
Don't pretend you don't know
This is me I'm unchangable

When did we fall apart
Or did you lie from the start
When you said, it's only you
I was blind, such a fool
Thinking we were unbreakable

[Chorus]
It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

[Verse 2]
I've been told what's done is done
To let it go and carry on
Deep inside I know that's true
I'm stuck in time, stuck on you
When We were still untouchable

[Chorus]
It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

[Bridge]
Wake up, wake up, wake up, wake up
Cause I'm only dreaming
Get out, get out, get out, get out
Get out of my head now
Because we're much better altogether
Can't let go

[Chorus] x2
It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

It was you and me, against the world
And you promised me forever more
Was it something that I said
Was it something that I did
Cause I gotta know what made me unbeautiful

... Made me unbeautiful

2009-03-19T01:17:00.001+08:00

What's your personality love style?

Here is the analysis:
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

2009-03-19T01:14:00.001+08:00

How deep is your love?

Depth: 80%
You have him in a corner of your heart. Don't lie to yourself; he's your special guy. Take good care of your heart. You still have a long way to go. Always remember that love has two edges. Being apart for a while might be a good chance to proof his love to you.

2009-03-19T01:00:00.003+08:00

Are you still thinking about your ex?

Here is the analysis:

Your ex clearly broke your heart and you haven't yet moved on. Remember that time heals all sorrows, so look positively towards the future. Don't be blinded to the love that might be surrounding you right now.

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test104.aspx

2009-03-19T00:33:00.003+08:00

plaYed taT stupiD prank oN hym..pretend to be sumone hu wanna get to noe him..usin no. he dun noe..
and tiS iS da replY i got frm him..
"attached.sori not interested.Bye"
buT da fact is he is nt attached..haha. was kinda shock he ignore
da msg..LOL..maYb he stil ___ me??
nah. shudnt tiNk to much bout it.
well todae, as mention in my previous post, wanted to sleep all dae.
but guess wat he came to mY doorstep.Shocking.
juz hang ard together....surfing the net.played badminton.eat.watched tv.
and DONE tatz it fer todae.Din deny sum part of me still miss him. *sucks*
hate tis feeling..kip holding me bck frm movin on.

To u, mayb we r still together. but me,aint changing my mind. wat done is done.
nva gonna look bck. i noe its hard but im trying. SORI.

2009-03-18T13:34:00.007+08:00

.......bored at home nothing to do..
dun even noe wat to do..haha..
nice weather todae..
my bed is koling me again..haha
thatz wat i do wen im dead bored..
sleep..haha

2009-03-18T13:04:00.001+08:00

CREDITS GOES TO A.DANIAL FROM FACEBOOK FOR
THIS LIST OF THINGS ABOUT WESTWOOD.. ENJOY!!!
1. You know the definition of "4-fingers length"
2. You know how to dance the Macarena, Pata-pata and Bassanova
and other dances.
3. You know whose name is Westwood.
4. You're used to acting once a year.
5. You are so used to greeting every adult you see, even if you don't
know them.
6. You are entitled to a free colouring session if they find your hair
colour is very special.
7. If you're a guy, you know what is "slope" and "no sideburn"
8. You get to know the school's "hairdresser" everytime your hair is
not of "Westwood Standard".
9. If not, you become a pro at cutting your own hair.
10. You are used to singing the Majulah Singapura every morning aloud.
11. You dread Tuesdays (*cough* Rev-up *cough*)
12. 2.4 KM run doesn't mean anything to you (be it outside or inside, Up
or down the school)
13. You know ankle socks are a huge NO-NO, especially if you're not
wearing long pants, even so, you wouldn't dare!
14. If not me, then who?
15. You know what's the hand signal.
16. Brisk walking is the slowest speed you can go, especially when it's assembly.
17. SPOTCHECK AAAAAAAAAAH!!!
18. You've actually lost your sense of personal privacy or don't feel physically
harassed at all during spotchecks.
19. You hang out at Kenny's Café, Gek Poh or Jurong Point with your friends
while waiting for CCA or after school activities.
20. Westwood REALLY is your second home.
21. You'd be dead without a book in the morning.
22. You've been ON STAGE at least once a year to express your views.
23. You have more than 2 school badges at home because you would buy one
everytime you forget to bring one or lost one.
24. When you wear your uniform, you must see waist band because vintage
and retro is IN!
25. You have many dreams, one aspiration.
26. Whenever a big event comes (CNY, Awards Day, Cultural Expressions)
you always ask yourself when's rehearsal, even if you're NOT performing.
27. You are so ready to go up and down the school at least 4 times during a Fire Drill. (lol pity those students whose classroom is far away from the field)
28. You've auditioned for Choir during Sec 1 (whaha, sorry Ms Fong, Ms Chen)
even if you're not a singer.
29. You know exactly what and where 5 rounds mean when you're late.
30. You are blinded by colours during Rev-Up/Sports Day/Cross Country because
of the House t-shirts
31. Westwood Westwood Go Go Go Go! :D
32. You've been in either the Kok Dynasty or the Chow Dynasty or both!
33. Either ways, you have SUFFEEEEEEERRRRED as a school (Teachers not excluded)
34. You've done sit-ups, crunches, push-ups and any exercises imaginable all in
45 mins even if you're a girl, AND IT WAS NOT EVEN DURING NAPFA TEST. *rev-up*
35. You have at least NYAA Bronze unlike most other schools.
36. You are not disturbed by the fact that there's a graveyard not too far from
the school.
37. You've become accustomed to seeing a graveyard, especially if you're taking
the 172 Bus from CCK Interchange.
38. You eat all your ice after drinking from your cup ("Westwood Tradition"
or so I thought lol)
39. You know damn well how to end this sentence "Do it once! And do it _____!"
40. You've hugged a pillar as a form of punishment.
41. You've had to crawl back to class (during Ms. Kok's time I think)
42. You've been screamed at by all forms of audio systems. (via School P.A. at the hall, quadrangle or classroom)
43. You've been scolded many many times for not opening your mouth or singing
loud enough during the National or School Anthem or for not greeting a teacher/adult.
44. You're used to Mr. Chiam saying "Ah school, please settle down!"
45. You've been told to either "Pin up your fringe", "Tuck in your shirt", or
"Pull up your socks!", EVEN OUTSIDE THE SCHOOL.
46. Whenever a bench topples down in the canteen, everyone would be going
"OHHHHHH!"
47. You know what flower pants are for.
48. You dread "Operation Clean-up" and no, it's not like some secret spy/ninja operation.
49. Everyone will shut up when Mr Loh Jee Kean says "HELLO!"
50. You know that you're not a neighbourhood school, but a school in a neighbourhood.
51. You've invented/discovered secret compartments in your uniform (or shoe) that
you didn't know about, to hide any items deemed illegal (e.g. handphones, mp3 players,etc) especially during spot checks.
52. You've been temporarily hired by the school to clean up the canteen, when you've forgotten to return your plates... without pay.
53. You've actually went to clean up graffiti or any "artforms" inside the 172 or 199
buses that pass the school.
55. You know that "If you can't bring glory, don't bring shame."
56. You've made it a habit to say "Care, Concern and Compassion" as one fixed phrase.

tiS iS shO reaL..prouD tat i oNce be a westwoodians...haha
strict discipline & lovelY skul...i miss those daes wen i read tis..de..

2009-03-18T12:52:00.004+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

did tis..em..everytinG was like shO reaL bout me seh..
do urz at http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

2009-03-18T02:07:00.002+08:00

em must be real tiring fer me..
since i ledi felt sho2 sleepy...
em...thankxz u fer cuming dwn to accompany me...
much appreciated.....did jogging wif my bro....oni two rounds today..
my bro de..tired..tired..haha
played badminton wif him..where?? haha playgrd...
had an enjoyable game hehe..tired as well...
another game tmrw..heex...yeah...
advance thankxz fer wnating to come dwn again tmrw..
tTZ ALL...nitezxx

2009-03-17T15:40:00.002+08:00

todaE wake uP aT ard 2.30pm...still feel Sho sleepy..
well yan werking todae shO no oNe to hang out wif todae..
but doesnt matter...
will be goiNg fer a jog wif mY small brother..
sho bored no one at hm...this small kid sho irritating..kip askin me
to hurry up haha...and me owaes like to take my own swit tyme lor..
kk better get going da....

2009-03-17T06:25:00.002+08:00

hEy juZ finiSh wiF mY new layoUT..another 15 mins wil b 7 am..
n me still awake..shO into this...haha..beeN long tyme Since i last updated..
everyting is done..iTs holidae tyme ..slack at Hm bah...
em..exam was done done...well somewhat kinda confident i pass da both paper..
studied real hard wif yan..haha thankxz alot fer helping me wif ma studies..
feelIng darn2 tired..had jogging n swimming ytd..
thankxz ya fer cuming all da wae dwn to do those activites wif me..
much appreciated..em u r werking todae..guess i will be dead bored at hm..
it juz me and my tv..dah..dunnoe wat to blog abt..
wanna get in bed..zzz

2009-01-31T16:23:00.003+08:00

thaTz da first thinG i did...Not allowing u to read my blog...

coz wen u sae..."u nie tk de pape nanti tulis kat blog lah..." u sound as if im asking

fer sympathy frm u all this while...First fer u to noe..wateva in mY blog is mY feelIngs that

i carn express in person...nOT to sound pathetic to others...

well asking me wat in da blue hell did u offended me...ya wen u sae..

"blanje????!!! bankrupt lah i ....lagi i bukan boyfriend u"...

i din expect u to sae that..n im nt angry wif u at all coz i noe wateve u sae is rite...

itS ur money afterall.....n im nt ur galfwen afterall ...y wud u wanna waste money on me..

u sound as if im after ur money...im sori iF i used much of ur money...

tryinG to dig ouT every single cent of my skul money juz to eat...

sho that i dun have to used ur money...nw guess i have to end up in hunger at skul...

since u sae dat...weneva i dun have money i dun have da guts to sae it animore

coz as u sae if org tk de duit u slalu blanje ...n i dun wanna u to tink that im takin advantage

of euu....

n ya take fer ur companion todae to BBDc...finally i pass all mY theory test..

thankxz to u hu have owaes be by my side.....in my life no one cn ever replace ur place..

espescially everyting tat u gave me...

2009-01-31T00:34:00.002+08:00

emrzz had a long n tiriN dae..had dance practice as usual fer fridae...

still travelling bck to skul...sho leceh bah...after that meet him..

he accompany me to bbdc fer my etrial...thankxz n sori fer having

to wait fer long hours...btw btw btw.......thankx once again fer da pizza

n fer accompanying me...hehessxx....at last get to mit u...after missin u fer quite

sumtymes..........

ouHh ya btw sori if u noe i dun let u do sum stuff..its juz that i dun feel comfortable..

u noe eventhough my bf sucks bt i still got to respect him as mY guy..

i dun mind hugin..holding hands...or kissin...as long nt that stuff..

i hope u understand...i juz want u to love me...care bout me..n thatz enugh...

thatz wat i call a perfect guy......sori that i dun have da guts to tell u face to face...but i

reali2 wish that u r one kind of understanding guy..reali sori k...juz imagine if i cn do that

wif u...wat if im ur gal...u must be wurried if i do wif ota guy...

i hope u understand last tyme i dun mind coz im single nw no matter wat my status

is still in relationship...i hope u dun misunderstood me k dear....

btw thankxzz again fer todae...esp fer scratchin my leg...hehehe...gud nite..

2009-01-28T18:19:00.002+08:00

feelIng shO lonelY nW...hw i wish i have da guTS to pick up
mY pHOne n koL euu..but i juz carn..gettinG ready ..wanna go jP..buy ink n paper
for my project..hw i wish u cN follow me...but no..i have promise
to mYself nva to burder u agaiN..n thankxz rizal for nt turning up as u have promised..
done eating ur popCorn..eveN da sweet one eventhough i dun like it..but juz eat coz
i noe u love eating sweet one n u noe y coz u are as sweet as da popcorn..
memories oF u running round in my head..reminds me at werk having to cooK
popcorn n there u are lookinG at me ..came thru da bck door to give me da sugar rolls
that u bought for me....haha swit moments..memories wen i go dwn buy food wif u..goin back
wif u....hw we get to noE each ota..everythings is sho swit..there u came to my life givin me da
hope to continue life...u r there almost every tyme wen i nided euu...da first touch of urz..
was wen u hold my hand...remember...hw u took tat courage to hold my hand while walking...
sho cute.......

2009-01-28T17:59:00.002+08:00

iF i duN have da chance To whisper in ur ears that"i love u sho much"
i hope u can fEEl it..how stronG thaT feeLinG is for u..
********
At this moment 3.7 millions are sleeping, 2.3 millions
are falling for love, 4.1 millions are eating& only one cute person in the world is
reading my sms....good night..
********
World is cruel,love is blind.Lost in sadness,blur in mind.Heart is broken,flamed
had died. TIme has passed but why is she...still not mine..good night..
Sweet dreams
**********
u are my dear..together we have nothin g to fear..For together we
will owaes be..i'm so lucky if u choose me..mY heart forever will be true..
i think..i'm in love wif u...good night..sweet dreams..
***********

2009-01-28T17:15:00.002+08:00

Its REAL LOVE thaT
u duN noE aboUT...

massarI lyRics ediTEd bY me..

2009-01-28T17:09:00.002+08:00

BoY, bOy I'm goin' outta my mind
And even though I don't really know you
I must've been runnin' outta time
I'm waiting for the moment I can show you
And baby boy I want you to know
I'm watching you go
I'm watching you pass me by
It's real love that you don't know about

Baby I was there all along
When you'd be doing things I would watch you
I picture you and me all alone
I'm wishing you was someone I can talk to
I gotta get you out of my head
But baby boy I gotta see you once again, again
It's real love that you don't know about

boy, boy I'm goin' outta my mind
And even though I don't really know you
I must've been runnin' outta time
I'm waiting for the moment I can show you
And baby girl I want you to know
I"m watching you go
I'm watching you pass me by
It's real love that you don't know about

Every night when I would go to sleep
I couldn't stop dreaming about you
Your love has got me feeling kinda weak
I really can't see me without you
And now you're runnin' round in my head
I'm never gonna let you slip away again
It's real love that you don't know about

Every now and then when I watch you
I wish that I could tell you that I want you
If I could have the chance to talk wit cha
If I could have the chance to walk wit cha
Then I would stop holding it in
And never have to go through this again, again
It's real love that you don't know about

boy, boy I'm goin' outta my mind
And even though I don't really know you
I must've been runnin' outta time
I'm waiting for the moment I can show you
And baby boy I want you to know
I"m watching you go
I'm watching you pass me by
It's real love that you don't know about

Today when I saw you alone
I knew I had to come up and approach you
Cuz boy I really gotta let you know
All about the things you made me go through
And now he lookin' at me in the eye
And now you got me hopin' I ain't dreamin' again,

Again
It's real love that you don't know about

You're the one that I want and no one can take

It from me
No, no, no, no, no
Even though I don't really know you
I got a lot of love I wanna show you
And you'd be right there in front of me
I can see you passin' in front of me
No, no, no
boy I need your love
Baby I need your love

2009-01-28T16:02:00.000+08:00

duN noW wats rong wif mE nowadays..
i became shO scared WonderinG wats ronG wif me..
Why do i have to wake up everydae seeinG blooD in my mouth..
tried to figure out why..lokin thru da net...nO definite ans..
mayBe therz internal bleeding or wat?? juz sho afraid to know da truth..
mum ask me to see doctor but i dun feel likE..im scared mayb...including todae its da third dae this happen..

Em wat bout todae..plain sitting at hM...boredom kills me..skiP skuL . witH da thouGHt oF
maybe i cud spent tyme wif hiM since he iS noT workiN..buT plaN got to nowhere ..
hE was sHo tired coz of watching scoccer ytd.....wanted to rest mORe..ended uP nw til
4.30pm i waited...tried to explain to hiM..buT was being blamed back in return...
saein dun wanna be da third party...since mY guY will be comin ova..
i thoughT u dun mind spending even few hours wif me..den after tat i go mit rizal...
mayBe now i realised i can ask sho much frm u coz u r nt mY guY...iF its da euu dat i noE
will cuM all da wae jUZ to miT me..even fer oNE or two hrs..n u can go bck hm to continue ur sliP..buT instead u continue slipiN after our tok...
Em maYb i was waitinG fer u to sae "u mk i dtg wat tyme?"..."u nk i dtg skrg?" ..maYbe im used to da wae U are...haha...i duN blame u dun wuri...sori i msG tat wae...maYbe wat im askinG frm u is too muCh...enuGH oF u havinG to travel Here all da wae fer 1hr plUS in da traiN...Enugh
oF wastiNG ur train fare jUZ to miT me....im sori...i WuN buRden u animore..
noW den i realised tat da person i shud be asking for n look for shud be mY guy not u...
i duN have anyTIng wiF u buT im owaes putting burden on u..ask love frm u n nt frm my bf...
i noe its unfair fer u... n im sori....

2009-01-25T01:34:00.003+08:00

tis is wat i did while tokin to u n cryiN too..

ThanKXz fer hanging up da phone oN me..wiF askIn me fer reasoN why..

i noE i breaK ur heart but i dun have the IntentioN..
after poSTiNg oN mY blog afraid taT u miTe leave me..N nw u tokiN bout wantin me to
find u a gal...i became more afraid...afraid of wat i tok about earlier On...
dun want to be unfair..want u to have ur happiness coz i noe i cn nva eva give
euu tat...i cN onI bring tears to ur Eyez..bring sadness iN ur face..
give u hurt......nva once i tink i do make u happie..all tis while u r happie coz u make
urself happie...n oso da false hope tat i have given euu...
behiND those wrds i spoke juz nw...were tears in mY eyez...tryiN to cover up..
dun want u to noe...coz i noe if u noe y i cry...u wudnt want to continue wif ur plan..
but i carn be selfish...i have to sacrifice a bit of my feelings fer u...to c u happie..
wat if u found my replacement...?? i will nva get ur love again..i wun b able to feel happiness
again...happiness tat u have given me all tis while...u wuN have tyme fer me..
n hus gona hang on da phone wif me till morning..chatting n laughin each dae all nite...
i will lose all tat ...all tat will meant fer ur new sumone...but its ok i carn continue to depend on
u..........but da truth is im still not okay...im afraid to lose all da happiness thaT i have all tis while..
da tyme spend wif u...everytiNG...close ur eyes n listen to ur heart u noe i nva wanted to
sae tat i din luv u...u noe clearly hw i felt fer u...but i have to do it ..no choice..coz i dun want u to feel like im givin u hope again...i dun want u to be hurt again...enugh fer da pain tat i
have put u thru...i hope u understand....tat i cn nva ferget u..nva.....

2009-01-24T23:50:00.002+08:00

pUttiNg my blog on permissions..feeling like kipiN tis blog to myself instead
of publishin to pple out ther...wat mite they tink of me..haixx...

Reading past entries....last2 year post...
da moMEnt i spend mY tyme wiF euu..how i wish
i can be happie like b4... tyme changes n pple too does change..
others were blamed fer someone's changed in attitude..
thaT isnt fair..no matter how i try n no matter wat he does to
hurt me..i still love hiM shO much..tried nt to shoW how mucH i felt
fer hiM coz wat he gonna do is owaez break mY heart agaiN n agaiN..
pple call me StupID goiN afta him even after wat he did to me..
wen i miss hIm ..tryiN nt to mentioN it..esp dun wanna hurt others feeling..
even wifout him knowin it..coz how i feel wun matter to him..
beinG his gf mayB juz in name..i dun noe hw to describe mY feeliNgs..n i will nVA noe hw to
do tat..its juz simply feeliNg..da feeliNG tat i nva felt b4 wif any ota guY..mayb its nt call
luV...coz i noe da feelin oF luV..coz pple ard me loves me shO much..
bUT im still afta someone hu................???
iF i carn understand mYself..mY situation...n my feeliNgs ..
i wonder hw pple cn do tat...

eacH dae u gave me happiness...give me laughter..protect me..be there fer me..
shower me wif luV...buT i ignore all dat..i want everyting frm u even u r nt mine..
not having to tinK wat ur feeliNgs might be...i owaes wanted others to put aside their ego..n juz give me happiness...but i dun noe hw long u cn bare tis..wif that smile n laughter on
da outside...i noe hw much u r being hurt by me..sorry fer givinG u like false hope all
tis while but trust me that ain't my intention....im juz afraid euu might walk off frm mY life..
n i dun want that to happen...nt even now after i got bf...i noe wateva i did wif u is rong..
buT i dun care..i wanna make myself happie...hold me kiss me...everyting..i let it be coz i dun wanna lost da feeling of love.........i dun want euu to ever leave me..

barin tis pain all alone..leaving life full of dilemma.......
wat am i actuallu searchin fer...

2009-01-22T11:45:00.000+08:00

[Verse 1]
Said you're going with your boys today and
"Don't worry cause I'll be home late"
But I know you're cheatin' out there, creepin',
You've been freakin' babe
So let me tell you how it's going to be
And you can run game but not on me boy
So who the hell are you trying to kid
You know this is what I did

(change)
I called your pager and your two-way boy but no response
Start looking and I found you in some other women's arms
Don't try to front boy cause I saw you there with my own eyes
Just get your stuff boy cause I'm tired of hearing all your lies

[Chorus]
Bounce baby out the door
I ain't gonna take this no more
Bounce baby out the door
Get up and move
Don't make me act a fool
Just bounce

[Verse 2]
Baby boy I know you'll never find
No stuff as good as mine
She can't work you like I did
You can look but you know I got that good shit
I know that you're hating it
But you better stay with the one you're with
You made your bed and now you have to sleep in it baby
(change)

[Rap]
Wait a minute Sarah, give me a chance to explain
I was just talking to shorty, I don't even know her name
I ain't looking for no one to come and take your place
Ain't no one out there baby that can fill your space
No need to find a nickel got a dime at home
Plus I love every night the freaky way we bone
I ain't trying to get gone, ain't trying to play the roll
I'd rather stay and be a part of your green eyed soul

2009-01-22T11:04:00.002+08:00

whO do U tinK u cN turN to IF all da pple ard u simplY
carn Be truSted..EveN da persoN cloSest to Euu..
EVeN da persoN hu loves u betraY euu..nW iT becoMEs hard Fer
Me to trusT everyonE..eveN mY fwenZ ..
onlI give me haRd tyme N pressure...
nO onE cN eveR uNDerstanD me N accepT me Fer hU i am..
NO onE....
SiNCe yTD i losT hope in everytIng..InclUDing my Studies..
haixz..........

2009-01-03T23:02:00.003+08:00

Em..FelT shO hapPIE da paSt few Daes..
EVerSinCe da dae i camE bCk Frm Kl de..
beeN GoIn oUt latElY..
lasT few daes tried drinkIn wiF babY haha..
den YTd went to ECp WiF hiM....lOTs oF chanGEs Ther la..
plaN waS tO go CycliNG bUT Bike rentaL tinG waS clOSed bY da tyme we reacH ther..Haha..
BUt doesnT matter.>SpenD tyme wiF him..
GraB fooD frM a new staLl ther..NIce..haha..sat At da BBQ pIt ...On hIS lap..
eatiNG together..haha..swit kan..alah lah...Den went bCk Hm..he toN at ma HSe..we pLAyEd games..haha..SliP arD 4 plUS..
gUEss wat N todae...he treated ME SWENSENS laH sey..
ITS mY first TYme eatiNg tHEre...FeeL shO ouT oF placE..haha..bUt thankXz nIWae..
LOve da fooD..esp da ICe-cream..YummY...nICe..haha..Free...thankXz babY fer Da treat yar..
mUCh appreciAted..UR da First GUY hu brinG me ther...
grEAt tYME spenDing Wif Euu...

2008-12-31T02:36:00.002+08:00

well...well...well...came bcK frM mY trip liaoxz..

everytInG reaLi screwed uP lols..we Got loSt in malaYsia At da KL side..

diN blamE babY fer taT iF im driviNG me too WiLl get darn confused..Esp wiF da roadz.

sHo darN messY..mUm n siS tooK a Bus ther sHo kiNDa easY fer em..

plaCe we r Suppose To be at iS da MINES palace beacH and spa resort..

bUt too BAd thEr was suM Sort OF lasT miN charges Add UP to 2000++ riNggit..

bUT mY mUM duN have taT mUCh casH wiF her..shO endeD uP at GArdeN ciTy hotel..

kiNDa ok laRh da plaCe..shO saD carN slIp 2gether wiF babY..dIN do muCh shoppIng..

sTg kinda spOIl oUR mooD rite babe..eM pity babY have To spend HIs spendinG monEy on da

car....babY iM reaLi sorI taT da holiDae we bOTh have beeN looKIn ferward reaLi sucks..

bUT im totallY happie SpendinG da dae there wif u..u r da first gUY taT go oversea Wif me..

NExt holidaE wiLl bE juz our trip together rite...

reaLi sori fer everytiNG...

NExT up YTd miT babY to watcH moVie..suCks i gOT ma mensturatioN cramP..

halFwae watch movie n he sent me hM..tooK a caB..shO swit oF hiM beiNG shO concern bout

me...he tOok care oF me at mY place..Sho swit..

anD todae i make it uP to him..Guess wat he paY fer mY hair rebonding..

tankxz alot babe..Sho happie..after tat head to westmaLl n catcH movie..

"bedtime stories".. story was great..N funnY..em..den hOme sweet Hm..

todae dae was okaY coz kinDa waste Lot oF precious Tyme iN da saloon..haha..

nW waT..wILL be sittiNg at hM fer 3 daes..Coz dear2 will be werkiN lah..

boring seh..But i carn be selfiSh n tiNk bout mYself..gotta let him have his freeDom too..

k la..slippppyyy seh...nitexxzzz........

2008-12-17T17:26:00.002+08:00

Em..bEeN loNG tyme since i last uPdate..de..BeeN buSy lUh..
FinallY doNE wiF mY new LayOut..Kinda messY lUH..
bUt sumOne asK me To uPDate..Haha..sape2 yG terase tU ehk..
haviNg mY skuL hoLIDae nOW..ShO me gOt plEntY oF tyME fer mY car liCense..duh..
Em Kinda carN waiT Fer My KL triP..da nexT tiNg taT im lUkinG ferward To..
Afta DaT wiLl Be mY FTT On da 31 Jan..lONg waE to Go..shsss..

yaPZ gO plaN fER tMrw..WatcHinG tWo moVie wiF yan..
he plaN iT de..HopefullY wuN be slEEpiNg iN da cinEma..haha..
Em k laH duN noe wat tO upDate De...
siGninG oFf...

2008-11-13T16:41:00.002+08:00

emzxzz....toDaE diN gO tO skUl..feeL shO sick coz i was caughT
iN the raiN lasT niTE..thankxz ayiD fer being sho concern..
and thankxz yan fer cumin all da wae frm werk juz to sent me hm..
sho swit of euu..
oUhh ya..yTD went to republiC polY..
fer duNnoe wat dance thIng called MUSE...haD a loNg da yTD..
skuL frm 8am..3 hRs oF breaK shO we caTch a mOviE..
"sinG tO the dawn"...bacK to skuL to continue lessen..afTEr taT den head Fer da
dance thiNGy..
beeN buSy aLl tiS daeS..cUmiN uP havE 3 dance performance..22nov..
we were invited to perform for publiC
helD at toa payoH HDB huB..buT duN noe wat evenT..den 24 nov..n 11 dec..was fer
skul n departments..em..11 dec got clash wif mY BTT date but hope i cn make it tat dae..
em still oTw wif da skul project..fer car liscence..still waiting fer BTT date to come..
have passed mY evaluatIon ...heex...
em guess mY upDate till here...duh...

2008-11-07T16:16:00.004+08:00

Em...iTS beeN quiTe a While siNCe i lasT upDatE...
em nW stucK at hM wiF mY laptOp...haha..
everYtiNG seemS tO be goIN oN fine...
i havE learNt TO moVE on TAnkXz to a frend tat havE owaesz beeN bY mY side..
kIPs me smiliNg and lauGHinG eaCh dae..

bUZi wiF skUl project...wiF dance...
em n oSo wiF mY car practice...
skuL guESs been OkaY esp. wiF mY crazY2 classmates..haha..
de...duNnoe wat To uPDate liaoxzz...

2008-09-24T13:47:00.002+08:00

EM...duN nOE y i'M feelINg shO angrY..
sho stupID..feeliNG sumhW like a fool...........
ya iTS true tIS feeliNGs oF luV juZ make U feeL sho confused..
shuD i trust hiM or nT??shO confused...
eM i adMIT i msg ota guyS..go oUT wiF ota guYS..buT everytinG i told hiM...
buT hw bout hiM?? mSgiN ota gals behiNd mY bck..wen i fouNd ouT hE tolD me tat hIS
frend used hIS phone to msg da gal..bUT i aint dumB..i have known u
fer nearly two years..i noe da wae u type ur msg..
but i tolD u tat i trusted euu ..buT fer hw long cN i lie to myself..
tat i totally dun trust u..pple told me to let euu go buT y is iT sho hard fer me???
Y it takes me a long tyme juz to ferget euu??iT juz aint easy ...
i have tried but i juz carn..pple call me stupid..stubborn ..but i dun care..
maybe my feelings and emotions is takin control of me...
yar todae agaiN i check hIS msg..i dun noe y i juz feel stg iS nt rite..
INbox onI left with msges BY me..he must be smart enuGH tO delete da ota mSg..
buT mUSt be stupID enuGH coz He ferget to delete oNe of hiS ouTboX msg..OH gOSh dun tEl me,iTS his frends doiN agaIN...i'm juz shO sick oF ur typiCal excuse...
i Dun nOE y u like doiN tinGS behiND me..maYb u duN wana me to c u as suM sort of juz a typical guY..coz i owaes sae ur different..
oR am i juz uR buSstoP?? wat IF all da ota gals dun wanT u..u tiNK u stiLl have me..
no wonder ITs sho hard fer me tO patch wiF u bck...even if i want..i feeL sho scared..
am i makin da rite choice wen i get bck together wif u again...???but iTS sho hard tO leave u..
Tis is da longest break up we had..shud i patch back wif euu?? or shud i juz move on..??
shO manY of em out ther Hu loves me..bUT y u that i cum searchiN fer??
slowlY i will trY n ferget Euu..wiThoUT u noeiN...

2008-09-17T00:02:00.002+08:00

Hu Do I turn to wen i FeeL shO dwn??

wen i nid a shoulder to cry on??

everytINg in MY liFE is upside dwn..

wen da person I feEl wiL owaes be ther fer me..

turn hiS bck...

2008-09-14T17:20:00.002+08:00

**feeLiNG shO sicK**--> soRi to thOSe Pple thaT i IGnoRE..
- i mISh hIM badlY..kIP tiNkiN oF hiM..
- wiSh he CN feel ME n noe hw i felt..
- juS carn FErget U eveN after tryiN tO loVE sumoNE else..
- U cN nva BE replaced bY aniONE...
- aFter wateva u did to me i DUn noE y mY feelINgs FEr u wiLl owaes stay..
- i DuN noe wat shUD i do..
**FeeL lOSt & shO conFused**

2008-09-11T11:48:00.001+08:00

**ImagiNE me W/o euu**

As long as stars shine down from Heaven

And the rivers run into the sea
Till the end of time, forever
You're the only love I'll need

In my life You're all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You're the one that's there for me

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You

Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without You there to see me through

Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it's just impossible
Because of You, it's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without You

When You caught me I was falling
Your love lifted me back on my feet
It was like You heard my calling
And You rushed to set me free

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You

Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without You there to see me through

Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it's just impossible
Because of You, it's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me without You

When I found You I was blessed
And I will never leave You, I need You

Imagine me without You
I'd be lost and so confused
I wouldn't last a day
I'd be afraid without You there to see me through

Imagine me without You
Lord, You know it's just impossible
Because of You, it's all brand new
My life is now worth while
I can't imagine me, I can't imagine me without You

2008-09-11T11:24:00.003+08:00

Ytd waS a SwiT2 dae..RizaL gavE me a surprise aFta werk..

NT oNI me alONe hu was shO surprise..sHO does everYoNE aT werk..

PplE kiP askIN me "yan,hW?" coz Afta werk i wiL normallY go bck Wif hiM..

buT i shocked but was darn2 happY thaT u came..swiT u..senT me hOme tiL

mY dooRsteP..n hE tooK a caB hM..whiLE walKIN bck hM he kips hIS arms ard me..

as IF he duN wana let me go..n i DUn want euu to go too..i WisH taT nITE waS

a loNger moment wiF euu..

N todae wiL be miTIn hIM agaIN..he will be sendiNG me tO werk..

shO swiT..i mISh u aloT..i miSh beinG uR galfrend..

buT i promiSe onE dae I wiLl accepT u bck..iTS just a matter OF tyme..

********************************

dedicatE tIS soNG imgainE withouT you tO hIm...

2008-08-23T11:09:00.002+08:00

eM..yTD oNLine In mSn wiF yaN..

tok bouT loTS of thiNGs..hw he was attracted to me..

everytiNG...n todae he asK me oUT..we gOna catch mOVie..

go bugIS..n watch firewerks tonite..

he's one very swit guY...

da first tyme ..he juz came to werk juz to c me..haha..BOughT fer me

a small cake..heex..n that dae wen i drop by my werkplace afta skul..

he bought fer me POOH!!!...swit sey..

i trY to fall fer euu..buT mY heart carn..coz i still love him alot..

maybe if u wait n give me sometymes..mayb...hu noes..

em n ytd he sent me tis song thru msn..he dedicated to me..here...

he sae thatz wat exactly he did everydae..haha..

********

Maybe Lyrics

Beep, beep oh look
Now there goes my phone
And once again
I’m just hoping it’s a text from you
It ain’t right
Read your messages twice,
thrice, four times a night
it’s true
Everyday I patiently wait
Feeling like a fool but I do anyway
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real
Coz no way I would’ve waited in pain

[ Chorus ]
And maybe it’s true I’m caught up on you
Maybe there’s a chance
you’re stuck on me too
Maybe I’m wrong it’s all in my head
Maybe we're afraid of words
we both hadn’t said

[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/kG6E ]
I’m always connected online
I'm on facebook/myspace all the time
Hoping you've checked my profile
Just can't help wondering
why you play it cool
But sometimes I’m
hopelessly falling for you
Every night on the phone and I
In love with you and I know
that you like it girl
All joking inside lets see you and I
Come out and say what
you’re trying to hide

[ Chorus ]

[ Bridge: ]
Like I really want you
I think I need you
Maybe I miss you
I’m thinking of you
Like I really want you
I think I need you
Maybe I miss you
I’m thinking of you

[ Chorus ]

2008-08-23T10:39:00.003+08:00

haixzz todae..i feeL shO dwn..Sho dissapoINted

wen i noE al truth bout u..i owaes thought u r a different guy..

i dun noe y even ur nt mine..and wen u lied its hurts me..

i thought u reali mean it wen everytyme u meet me u try to

convince me that ur love is oni fer me..i dun noe y i trusted u...i believe

every single wrds that came out frm ur mouth..but i'm glad i noe everytin

b4 i patch up wif u..i owaez thought of givin u a chance again to be bck wif me....

i juz dun noe y my heart kips searching fer u...

u r juz sho diff.

my heart was half damaged wen u let me go..now its fully damaged

wen i noe that u lied to me...haixzzzzzzz..........

********************

ku coba tanpamu di sisi

ku coba tanpa hidup denganmu..

meskipn ku tak mampu lupakan mu..

kasihku...

ku coba tanpamu di hati..

ku coba berhenti merindukan mu...

ternyata tiada penganti dirimu..

selamanya...

2008-07-26T11:04:00.002+08:00

eM...ITS beeN a LOnG tyME..darn2 BUsy..nO tyME fer mYselF too..

sori To thOSe ppLe i igNore coz im reaLi buZi..

n TRyiNG TO puT al mY proBleM aside..nO tyMe fer lOVe..

loVE juz sucks Sho MUch....

waT a lUCkY dae todae starT werK at 2pM..aT leasT have enuGh

tYme fer a loNg sliP seY...

buZi wiF werK..skuL(carn catch up)..dance..car license...haixzz..

nO break at all..i make mYselF buZI juZ to ferGet boUT everytIng thaT damaged mY

liFe..leFt 6 moRE praCtiCE..tO oUR teachErs daE performanCe..iTS da

First tyME we r performiNG 15 SonGS remiX..darN tired..

havE tO dO shOppIN fer stuFF to Buy hoT paNTs..hip hOP cap..hiGh cut shoE..new hIP

hoP jacket..wah..buT i jUZ duN have da tYME darn..no ONe to drag alonG toO haha..

tuesdaE gona gEt mY paY..yeah..!!!

mY studiEs..haiya gOna get anoTher waRniNG letter seh..In oNE week I oNI

cum fer two daes ..and its actuali halF a dae..

k laH wana Get readI fer werk...

*Nva FaLl iN loVE coZ iT jUZ gona Hurt u agaiN n agaIn..*

2008-07-12T13:05:00.002+08:00

tRyiN to pUt evErytiNg aside..duN wana Mess UP tings agaiN..

i Gotta stop aL tis b4 i regret it again..n B4 its tOo late..

I duN wana loSe hiM agaIn sho i gotta stoP tis game..

2008-07-05T01:43:00.005+08:00

Atas Nama Cinta-Rossa

Aku wanita yang punya cinta di hati
Dan dirimu dan dirinya dalam hidupku
Mengapa terlambat cintamu telah termiliki
Sedang diriku dengan dia tak begitu cinta
Mengapa yang lain bisa
Mendua dengan mudahnya
Namun kita terbelenggu
Dalam ikatan tanpa cinta

Reff:
Atas nama cinta
Hati ini tak mungkin terbagi
Sampai nanti bila aku mati
Cinta ini hanya untuk engkau
Atas nama cinta
Kurelakan jalanku merana
Asal engkau akhirnya denganku
Kubersumpah atas nama cinta
Mengapa yang lain bisa
Mendua dengan mudahnya
Namun kita terbelenggu
Dalam ikatan tanpa cinta
back to Reff

2008-07-05T01:25:00.002+08:00

em da tyme Nw iS 1.25 am..nt sleepin yeT..tinKIng oF "hiM"...he's owaez on mY miNd..

dunnoe y..let me start Wif thursdae..wenT oUT wiF "him"..miT

hiM @ 3 pm..aT habourfront cs..if not i was late..buT guess Wat he is da one that came late..haha..itS okay din wait fer tat long..went to vivo(mcm paham)..bOoK moVie first..

movie waS at "4.25PM"(iTS da tyME haha)..we watch 'hancock'..whiLe waitiN fer da movie we

grab oUR lunch first..aftEr tat went bck to da cinema..(da best part)..

ouH he was shO darn loVIn

sey..haha dun wana elaborate more on tat..buT da moment wif u reali touches me..

afta da movie went to queensway..bought hiM a cap..(as a belated bdae gift fer him)..

n bouGht mySelf a new pair oF shoe..deN we head hm..anoTher thiNG tat touches me is wen

we r in da bus..he told me to go hm straight lah..tc la..rest well la..dunnoe wat else..shO darn concern sey...n he gave me a kiss oN da cheek.ouh sho swit..haha..

eveN msG me sori fer NT sending me til mY doorstep..i dun minD sey..i reaLi2 enjoy mYself

..beeN a long tyme wen i last felt that kind oF love..tankxz alot fer everytin too..

2008-07-02T00:48:00.002+08:00

moNdae
-em oN tis daE im haviN mY dance prac @ houGanG stadiuM..
-all OF em was lIKE crackiN their hEads To finD new steps..
-wenT oF arD 5.3O..meeT B aT J.E....
-i dunnOE y buT mY attitUDe sucks taT dae..i feel sho angry wif dear..
or i dun understand it mYself..
-buT fer hYm..iTs like his attitude changeD oso..esp wen he started to hug mE in da traiN..
while walkiN he huG me sho titelY..n he kiPS kissiN me..haha..i was like..what got into hiM sey
buT i realI needed all that..i miss hiM..we sat under a blk..tok2..den he sent me hm..
-its reali like a dream..
tuEsdae..
-suppoSe to have a jOB int todae..
-buT da persoN cancel due to last minT meeting..
-sho iTs juz plain hangIn out wif B..nad..ayid..

2008-06-30T10:43:00.002+08:00

SinCE yTD B havE noT beeN contaCtinG me fer da huL dae..
I juZ duNnoe watS ronG wiF hiM...IF he carn bE boThered Sho Do i ..haha..
Im juZ shO siCk n tIRed haviNG to do everytING..EvERy sinGle MOves..
n he...Do he actualI apprecaite mE??...haixzz..enugh!!
todae wiLl bE haviNg dance pRActiCe...@ houGang stadiUm..
gOT to lEave By 4 frm Ther..hav stG oN..

*******************************

When I know thingz r not meant 4me,

I learn to let go,

It doeznt mean I'm weak

but I'm juz showing how strong I am to fight

the urge of wanting something

I'm not suppose to have

2008-06-29T19:38:00.002+08:00

*Thursdae*
-haviN fwen oUTinG wiF waheeda,shahrul,nad,shahid,me and him..
-miT ouT aT bugiS cs @ 2pm i guEss..buT i'M owaEZ late Duhh..
-oN tiS daE waS waheEda plaN shO we juz FolloW whereva she wana Go..
-shE gaVe me n naD a bracelet she made herslF..
-wenT fer oUR luNch first den head TO araB street..eda wana BuY hEr beads tINgy..
-halFwae he wenT oFf fer scoccer WiF hIS fwen..
-waheeDa bouGHt a paIr oF shoE Fer herslf..shE n shahrul makE a moVE afteR buYinG shoE
-left wiF me nad n ayid..wenT fer a moVie {get smart}..b4 da movie was darn tiRinG..da 3 oF us Was like walkin fer one end tO anothER fer shO many tyME..we oSo had dinNEr..
-afterall a loNG n tirinG dae seY..buT haD a greaT fuN..shUD hanG oUT more often,,
*Fridae*
-miT uP wiF nad anD ayID..
-wenT tO PS..looKIn fer joB..almoSt everY shoP we took turn To ask if therz anY vacancy..
-wenT to graB sometiNg aT KFC..
-halFwae i miT mUmmY at ct hal..muMmy wana bUY her stuff..
*yTD was satUrdae*
-suppoSe tO gO amK fer Job inTErview..bUT everyoNE was shO tiREd n lazY..haha
-anD oSo suppoSe tO miT ayID at houGanG cs at 4..n im owaes latE..reach hougang stadium
arD 4.45...
-havE tO brinG alONg all da stuff fer cheer..
-tOok a transpoRt tOgether wiF playErs tO tamp stadium..
-yTD matCh was sengkanG punggol vs tampines rovers..
-naD camE latE..n i was lik darN boREd tiS gendeng ayiD buzi wiF nad's psp..haiya..
-aftER matCH went bck tO hoUGanG pUT bck al da stuff..
-wenT straigHT hM afta dat..
*todae*
-plaiN restIng aT hM..felT shO tiREd..nOt enuGh rest..
-camE oUt wiF tIs blogskINs..kinda messy haha..no idea...

2008-06-26T01:08:00.002+08:00

em..we r DonE wiF da performanCe..buT no resting..haha..stiL have
mORe to cum..but i enjoy it..
tiS saT therz a match held at tamp..buT no performance fer tis tyme..
ouR next dance will Be oN 1 august..tmr will B mitiNg em al..

..to mY B frm huni..

i guess EveryTIng iS okaY nw yar dear..i caN feeL happiness Ard me again..
juZ like b4..i will tRY mY best To gaiN bcK ur luV and ur trust..i noE u stiL luV me..iTS juz tat
ur afraiD coz i hav hurt u alot..B..i noE its nT easy fer u..buT ur Huni promiSe
to make euu happIE like b4..thanKXz fer da dae todae..
em eventhouGh i noe u r tired after ur prac, u nv pUt me aside..u still try to make me laugh
by makin a fool oF urself..buT u're cute..haha..em todae iS juz a short n swit moments
wif euu..wenT to queensway..had oUR luNCh..looK fer a new pair of shoes..n lastlY looking for bike wif gd prices..haha..luv ya lots and lots..nitez..

2008-06-19T10:18:00.002+08:00

i reali Hope EverytINGs gona B okaY todaY..i feeL shO sick N tired if I have to
argue wif u each daE..y caRn we make iT liKE b4..all Da happiness U gave mE..
yTD was TotallY a bIG mesS..soRi iF u tiNK iS mY faulT..buT iF u gIVe iT a thoUGht
agaiN everYTinG thaT happens coz oF u..i reaLi wana ferget everytINg..i wanT to starT new wiF u..coz iT reaLi hurts me..
I miss da oLD tymes wiF u..i mISs ur loVE..ur hUGs..ur kisseS..buT i CN see tat everytiNg change nw....i give u a chance To pRove thaT u stIll lovE me..N same goEs fer me..i realI2 wish
everyTIng wll B alrite....
kk22...em..ytD was kiNda a tiRInG daY..haviNG dance practiCE frm 2 til 7..buT started late..
same goes fer todaE coz tmr Wil bE da performance day..iT will bE helD at duNNoe wher..
toniTE muSt get lots n lots OF rest..and EveNthough we argUE ytd dear stiL boughT fer mE stG..he gave me a blacK jacket..nice one..thankxzz alot..i love euu..i wana loVe euu 4eva..

*takE mY hanD..hOld mE titE*

2008-06-17T02:34:00.002+08:00

hey u.. hw have u been?? ok wif ur werk??

btw if u want u can add me at ur msn @ missylizzie@hotmail.com

n if u wana tok to me or wat juz give me a kol or juz drop by my hse anityme..

hey tau tak i lost my hp sak...wif da sim kad sume belo kan..tk tau cm ne nk contact org2 sume

hixzz punye legong....

2008-06-08T18:38:00.003+08:00

em..everytIng seemS to BE shO messy De..

buZi wiF alomoSt everytiNG..cumiNG up tis weD wil Be mY eNGr draftin test

and de emaths test..thursdae..wil be stupid 2.4 ..aircon ductin test..n ettv test..gosh shO packed..

20 june have performance at stadiUM for halftyme scoccer match..n me stil on practice wif

playiNG drum fer sengkang puNggol fc..haixz..21..fwens outing i guess..n my car license..

evryting iS shO mess UP..haha..buT trying to take everytiNnG sloW..

iN tis buzi PErioD therz wil owaez be moments wen i mish u alot..weneva i close mY eyez iTs ur luv that i feel..i mish being wif u juz u n me every sec together..like all those memories we had..

the more i c u everydae da more i misshh u n want u by mY side..will evrytiNG settle dwn

once we have da tyme..?? i reali mish u lotz..

ahuh..tmr gona have dance practice too..n he will be waiting fer me..thats sho swit..advance thankxz to u..sori if having to wait fer me

is a waste of ur tyme..hehe..luking ferward to miting u tmr...muackz..i will owaez luv u n oni u..

2008-05-29T20:19:00.002+08:00

At iTE tamP perfORmance..mY haiR sucks i nOE..bad haiR dae..

HEeya..lEts start wiF thiS mORniNG..ReaLi duN feeL liKE goiN to skuL..buT
i muSt maintaiN mY attenDeNce..LEr..Go skuL aloNE...tiS waheeda haiya tOMpaNG shahrul..
was laTE fer skuL..nT shO..lEarn boUT piPE ductiNG calculatIOn..was ok..nExT suppoSe To have
CAH lessen..BUT cancel coz have PErformance..OnlI fer malay Students..wen FEr breaK first Separated wiF waheeDa..shE was oWaes WiF shahrul..haha..SwIT thiNG rahmaT reserve SiT fer ME next TO hiM..padahal tk suRoh pN..nExT pE..haD 5 statioN NAFA..totallY sucks..haha..
NExT airCOn autocad..NEarLY prinTEd mY assign Ment wen tyME iS up..fuhh...binGIT..
shuD nOT have wastED tyme jUZ nw..5 JUNe wiL B haviNG phase TEst..fer pRactical..havING conFidence I can MAke iT thru...Em nTG mUCh fer TOdae..rahmaT iS siCK todae..sHO toDae he giVE me face..let mE sit aT da comfy chair..haha...thankxz2...afteraL feelIN shO sleepY..wana
havE a gOOD resT..tmR muSt go skuL..til 10am..den wana fiND jOB wiF nad n shayid at dwnTOWneast..MIntak2 dpT larhh...

2008-05-28T18:58:00.002+08:00

ahah...todae suckS..mY eyes carN stanD it..Tired..feeLin reaL sleepY..
GUess nT enugH rest..shO into mY practICe fer matHS..goSH toDae skuL suckS osO..
tireD oF pplE disTurbiNG mY voiCe..haixzz..suMtymes cN get iRritatEd..
N rahMAt toDae havE gonE crazY..haha..CongratS to hiM for paSsiN hIS TP..n HE bOUGht a bikE
SpoRt biKE seh..N he waS likE wana toMPanG Me ..haha..hE sae HE wana BrinG me to a tunNEl thaT haS loVE shapE..haha giLEr mane NYEr ade tuNNel Gitu..n HE sae nanTI paT dlM tunnEl romantIC2..da kUAr tunnEL troS gaDO..haha..Den waheeda PN satU nYEr sae wah tk sangKE rahmaT Nk romantIC2 ngaN kau..N rahmaT was liKE juz kiP quIEt..i 'vE no Comment..n waheeDa stIL cN sae manE satu kaU nk liZa ? sufiaN ke rahmaT..nIE waheeda mMG NK kene seh..enta biler tah..ntahlah ehk..all i noE i wana paSs mY exam Well..do well fer mY studies jEk.
but i dun nOE iF i caN make iT esp fer autocaD..itS mY weakness wen iT cuMS to drawinG front..plaN..n side elevatioN..i juZ carn imagiNE it..so saD..afraid that tIS will puLl dwn mY grades..
askEd rizal To teacH me buT he oso DUn nOE..teacher ExplaiN oso carn unDerstand..haiixzz..
Em tmr goiN to skul aloNE all coZ oF waheeda ..lagi leh toMpang motOR shahrUL..haixzz..piTY mustafa..if oni he noe waheeda attitude in skul..haixzz asalkan dieorg bahagie..haha

2008-05-24T22:37:00.002+08:00

Em..kiNda boRed todAe shO tiS iS wat i Cum Up wiF.. nEW blOGskin..
totallY creaTEd bY me de...
kiNDa mEssy BUt mY firsT trY..Em frm mORninG tIL nW..shO tired..
haixzz I mISs hiM..he iS buZI wiF hIS werk..lallalala....

2008-05-20T19:05:00.001+08:00

hmm...EVErYtinG havE gonE..oNI leFT wiF memORies oF euu..
i tEll U evryTinG thaT i felT..y promiSe me attentioN iF u carN..
y pRomiSe mE haPpinEss all mY life ??iF u carn fufill iT??
i Dun noE wat got iNtO euu..iT seems That frienDs aND moNEy r the moSt iMPortant onEs in uR liFe..
whEre doEs uR loVe For mE staNDs?? waT do U take mE for??
Y do TIS tO me?? tIS iS reaLI the enD oF me..
N i learnt thaT u carN make sacrifices feR me liKE sumoNE diD..
u ratHEr kiLL ouR tyme 2gether..JUZ to werk..i"M finE wIF iT..
buT c'moN u finD a joB sat n suN thaT iS aT tanah mErah..starts at 7 am..Til 11 pM..
thaT sucks..u NOE y..Coz u choSe TO werk thEr jUZ coZ ariffien n afiq werk tHEr shO u have frend..
siNCe da dae we were tryiN to fiND joB 2gether..i nOE da reaL u..wat were u tinKING wen
u eveN liEd to mE saEiNG werk Don't accept students laH..female environment lah..
noW i noE u niD a frieND tO werk thEr deN u werk..u havE cca ON thurs...
anD otHEr daes wat tymE do we havE...skuL reaLI sucks..noT even GoiN to skUL wiF u..
i'M likE a noBody.. u noE me rizal..i niD sumONE hu cN giVE mE aTTentioN anD loVE..
buT u failed...........u cN sae i'M nT understandiNG..hW boUT u..u duN understanD hW i feelS..iF u reaLI meant waT u sae thaT is u loVE me u will fiND anoTHer joB wiL flexible timiNG...n even W/O frienD u have to tRy n Be iNdependent..IF gajI bYK oK lah resoNable..
buT gajI is jUZ $4.00 jUZ likE anY othEr joB oUT ther..N u r WillINg to werk tIll late niTe..i'M soRI rizal..i carN bE a kiND oF galFrenD u want..i came to Euu coZ oF attentioN..N i wiLL lEave u too COz lacK oF attentioN..n da sacifice u ever maDe fer me IS noT as BIG as suMONe's.........iTS mEMORies OF Euu n ME..

2008-05-09T21:58:00.001+08:00

SayanG sayAnG -aLif aziz

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Meski hati tulus
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Tak mungkin, tak mungkin
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Meski jauh di dasar hatiku
Ingin ku teriak
Aku cinta kamu!

Sayang, sayang, sayang
Kamu dah berpunya
Tertutup sudah bagiku kesempatan

Dan bukan gayaku
Rebut pacar orang
Meski hati tulus cerita berakhir tak senang

Sayang, sayang, sayang
Kamu dah berpunya
Tertutup sudah bagiku kesempatan

Dan bukan gayaku
Rebut pacar orang
Meski hati tulus
Cerita berakhir tak senang,
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tiS iS a soNG sumONe usEd tO dedicate TO me..swits...

2008-05-08T13:59:00.004+08:00

BeeN a whilE i lasT updatED..kiNda buZI..
aT tymes loNelY..de..
relaTioNshIp..beeN dowN..duN feeL liK tokIN iTS loW profiLE niwae..
skUl haVE beeN great WiF loVElY bunCh oF fwenz..
haha esP waheeda..everYdae goiN skUL wiF her makEs me reaLLy crazy..laugh3..
But gereK la..rather thAN g skUl srg..todae Din gO skUL..i'M nT feelINg well..
EM nExt thurs iS waheeda bDae..bUT guEss gona CelebratE iT oN wednesdaE..ShO oN tueSdae
havINg a date wiF mUS haha..nk carik waheeda's gift..shRe moNEy lah Ehk..
apaRT oF me feeL sad bUT happie fer hIM n eda.. act. i make thEm oUT..haha..
cOZ i'M afraiD thaT mY feelIngs wiL likE develope fer U..siNCe da dae We tok BOuT ouR past iTS likE makE me reaLi sad..esP all da swit mSg wen he started To msG me ..ShO i decided To knaLkan die n eda..n shO far okeY..thEY havE beeN msgIN n kolIN each oTA..bUT he stIl msG me..buT wen iT cuMS tO hear waheeda ToK boUT muS every mORninG sumHW i feeL huRT oR jealoUS i duN noE y..buT i'M da onE hu make iT mess..I wiLl have tO leT em be happie..
n I duN nOE hW to face hIM wen i mIT hiM..arghh pUT thaT aside..
haha I loVE mY clasSmates..esP da guYS..haha..
mE n rahmaT pagI2 gaDO sal keruSI..buT play2..haha
tHEy r reaL jokEr haha..
haha..N "BoB" nICk name.. oR sufian..was reallY funnY..act YTD wenT tO mcphErsoN had tok..n waheeda Was siTTinG bsiDe hIM den me bsiDe waheeda..deN liKE wahEeda was LIKe lYInG oN BOB shouLDer den bob was lIKE ehk ape nIE..haha..den BOb ask mE to change place wiF waheeda..he sae iF me cN laY dwn oN his shOUlkder..haha..klakar..N stIl he saE i gOT bakat jaDI poRN star!!haha chee bai..N stIl he asK me tO cuM auDitioN wiF hiM..haha..buT afteraL iS a joKE..shO tiS sat i gOT appoINtment wiF him..wakakaka...

2008-05-02T22:43:00.002+08:00

hEy mY dearIe diarY..iTS bEeN a loNg tymE..
bEeN shO buZi latelY...WiF skuL ..cca..N thaT fcukiNG cheated biLl....
shO wats WiF skuL??i gOT a fcukINg loVelY buncH of class haha..
anD somE oF thEM alReadY to starT distuRbin My voiCe..haiYA..asal seH...
iTS bcoz oF abG deng...elmO..haixzz...
EverYdae i looK ferward to skUl..learn nEw thiNG makE new freNDs..
ITE bedok guYS r a lready baD..buT tamp iS worsT..itS likE shO manY guyS was hI hi..hi..hi
me..fcukiN irritatiNG..coZ dear aND mE nT shO cloSe liKE b4 in bedoK..thatS y pplE duN noE like i'M attaChed..
todAe..darn2....tirinG n reali FuN..haD dance todae..GUess wat..Em ouR dance is nW a biG grP..
me..mas..nad..adila..has..farhan..amsyar..ariffien..afiq..n my DEAR!! surpRiseinGlY thEy cn danCe!!!haha frm a rocker..they r greaT fer first timer..Juz niD a few adjUStment N u guYS r perfecto..
wEll NW dance realI change aloT..no MOre slack Or sloW moVEments..iTS all sharP..todae Issac
TEach US oN technIQues..MEans sharp moVEment..n i realI loVE iT..iTS faSt n complicatEd buT cool..all oF us enjOY it..i reaLi loVE tiS dance gRp aloT..reaLi nICe..iTS da First tyme at least we have a proper choreographEr..is iT correct..de..esP. fer guYS thankXz fer beinG spoRtiN n want to joIN uS..reaLi hoPE u guYS have fuN..n We have a bIG studiO wiF mirror..
proper dance practiCe room..haha..everytINg is shO perFEct..credits to Issac...
k laH wana conFereNce wiF them all NW regarding Tml plan...

2008-04-22T18:49:00.002+08:00

de..tired daE todae..havIng autocad agaIn learniNg frm basics..
Cool hUh..haiXzz sori dear fer da misunderstandinG juz nW..
i din meaN iT to arguE wif euu..weN i askEd u to go bcK juz nW u shud hav gone hm..
but i noe u miss me..da reason i dun wana c u is that if i saw u..i carn let u go..
i will like miss u n want u bY mY side..
i'M sad..i jUZ feeL lonelY ..carn go skuL wif u..carn go bck wif u..haixzz
n todae u still have scoccer..if cN i duN wana u to go ur cca..
but...........thankxz B u gave me a second chance to proVe that i cAn B
independent..agaKnyer i terlalu manJE ngan U..but i'm glad everytIng is orite nw..
we had burger king together b4 B went 4 scoccer..suke u kacau i ehk..
haha..even a shOrt moMent wif u is da switest mEmories To be kept..
i loVe u dearie..

2008-04-19T16:13:00.003+08:00

juz feeL liKE doin a second eNtrY..kinDa boreD..
open uP mY memories file..full OF thiNGs inside..pictures..stuffs..
letter...
wen i read sTG..words oN a perlini silver card frm "him 1"..
was tOuchEd wiF wats iNside..
iT goes..
"remember,no matter wat happen,i wil b there when u nid me..
i love you!!! i wil nvr leave you again.."
buT u did leave mE..N latelY weN we contact..wen i ask u
y u wanted tO break wif me..u sae due tO parents naggiNG..n studies..
i understand..its okay..that was da past BUt i'm glad u stiL
wana kiP in touch wif me..
u Once asked me in da msg y i left "him 2" fer mY guY..
and i tOld u..all i nid is attentioN..
"him 1" saes..he noe i'm that kiNd of gal..and wen i sae hW u noe?
n tiS is wat he replied that reali touches my heart..
"of coz, ive been wit u be4.we sort of been there,thru al.cume i je yg deng"
at least he noe that we have go thru aloT..

next tIng i read is a booKmark that has stG written oN iT bY "him 2"
da TinG that realI caught mY feeliNG is wen he sae..
"lastly, thank you for your love and giving me a 2nd chance
after i broke up wib you after sec 2. Btw neva have i regretted lovingu.N i
will neva 4get you.."
buT u did 4get me..mayB iTs fer ur own gooD..maYb i have bUrden u much..
n tyme fer me to give u ur own space to settle dwn..mayb u have beta life now..
n u r strong enugh to go thru life wifout me..proud of euu..
another ting that caught my eyes is da pink mp4 u used to buy fer me..
buT nw iTs no longer functioning..iTs nw dead..iS tIS hw ouR frendsip ends..
i get too emotional sumtymes..

next tiNg i read all da letters frm "him 3"..
shO touchinG n lovinG..sumtymes i tiNK i change u too much..
i juz mish u being urself..miss da first love we had..a pure and decent one..
i nva tOld u tis buT i reali miss da old u..but i carn kip changinG tingss..

aLL DA MEmories..it will follow me thru my life..but hw bout u guyz
??u cn juz leave that bhind n move on..but i'm happie fer u guyz,,

2008-04-19T12:13:00.002+08:00

heeyaa...heRe cuMs weekEnds buT i dun kiNda likE it..
mISses skUl shO muCh coz i loVe mY clasSmates To da maX!!
sHo todaE n tmr wiL B plaiN stayiNG at hm..caRn waiT fer moNdae..
em tiNkinG bouT mY future.. tiNk after h.nitec..i'm gona starT werk coZ teacher
recommEnded mE a jOB wiF startiNg paY of $2000..wow..
gerek..i Dun tiNk i wana Go poLY juZ a wasTE oF anoTher 3 years..
Em k laH...DEAR!!! imisses U sho shO shO muchiEs....

2008-04-18T19:06:00.002+08:00

oUHh yah todaE autoCad was gerek..learning
reaLi frm the basics..haiya..haha..den da hul class was giVen stg to do..
challenge wif our classmates..hahA first round i was like gettiNg seconD..cool
and another rouND i got 3rd..haixzz atleast stg..haha
for a class of 35 students rite..
teacher gona get me stg next week cool..haha..
den weN goiN hm..haiya sumonE in mY class started disturbiN mY voice ledi..
wats ronG wif mY voice de..?he was lik...i dun noe his name actually..
teacher was liKe askiNg me to go ard n helP pple wif autocad lah...
denn...
MrDunnoe:eh thankxz eh tadi ajar...
me: same2..
MrDunnoe:same2(in a tone of disturbin mY voice)
me-afiq:afiq ..nk g canteen mkn??
MrDunnoe:afiq ..nk g canteen mkn??(in a tone of disturbin mY voice)
basterd seh..next tyme dunn wana teach hIm ledi..heex..
N mY abG denG stIll cN lauGh nva side me..haiya..
basicallY thaTs fer todae..wen hM wiF B..folloW hiM go joB int..n he got it..
startiNG oN mondae..paY is $5.5oper hr +$8 allowance per dae
em nT bad arh dear..iNgat kasi i nafkah..hahaha...
sHo dear is off fer hIS bike exam..pray fer u B..muackz

2008-04-17T21:31:00.002+08:00

wah..iT havE beeN a loNg tyme sinCe i update mY bloG..kiNda buzi
and feelIng tired..sho guess skUL was fuN..emm..let me start wiF
..mondae..
-reportiNg at 11 tO ITe tamp..
-miT da resT..
-went to da hall to check claSS..
(TIS IS WAT THAT MAKES ME REAL SAD...i'm noT in da same class wiF mY DEAR...arghh..
bingiT seh)
-1C r havinG..haha wat dear told me.."lots of nerd pplE" ..same class as dear will be adam..faezah..mas..amsyar..adila..and soMe oF dear's springfield fwen..
-1D..obviouSly me..ariffien..afiq..nad..waheeda..saiful(BST)..
em mY class will Be opp frm dear's..gerek tau..bUt lots Of mlY guys...bisinG skalI..
-got tok2..
-mit teacher..DR lisa wang seh..haha..
-suppOSe to have ice breakiNg game buT we all cabOT..haha..den head hM...
-suppOse to mIT mustafa todae bUT i kiNda finiSh late shO dun wana troubLE him..
shO c wen is da next possible timing..both of us was like buzy..buT kiP in contact thru msg..duhh
..tuesdae..
-suppose to have lessoN buT teacher nT free..shO ended uP playiNg games fer 1 hr..haha boring..juz to get to noe each ota..
-den walk2 n head hm wif em..
..wednesdae..
-havIng CCA roadshOw..
-ended up in dance again..
-dear is takin uP scoccer anD floorball..sho tuesdae they already start cca..fer scoccer
-den head hm taking 154..haha was a lonG ride frm macpherson to bn lay..haha..n B n i was liKe..shsss..heex..nobody mahxz..
-B havinG his bike lessoN..
..thursdae..
-thats tOdae..GO tO skul wif waheedah and nad..late bout 15 mins..
haha..but teacher dun miNd unlike dear's teacher..hehe..
-no studying but ChiT chat tyme wif teacher for 2 hrs wah...n oUhh tis MR low is previouslY
teachiNg iN bedok..y i nva notice de..haha he's funnY..we were like laughinG ouR ass off..ahhaha..
-actualI have PE todae buT hul darn class caboT..haha..sape nk lYn..
shO end of todae..went bck taking 65 frm tamp den drop at habourfront den take traIn..
-dear drop bY mY hse..nw he is off fer his bike lesson again..duhh..

amoNg all da 4 classes mY class have a wonderful time table seh..
mondae-start 8 ends at 1..
tuesdae-start 10 ends 1..
wed - start 8 end 1
thur - start 9 end 5..tis IS da onLI dae that is very long dee..
fri- start 8 to 10..
em gerek nye but sadlY tuesdae and thurs carn't go skul wif dear..coz he all da way start at 8..
den balek haixzz guess after tis week..we will b makiNG our own way coz B end late everydae..
haixzz..i'm reali sad..not used to be separated frm u B..muakcxz

2008-03-30T12:58:00.005+08:00

((staRtiNg wiF pICtuRES))

stamP froM hardrocK cafe On us..heex

oUR lOVelY watch..caN pUT oUR name!!

OUr loVelY shOes..heex

shuT uP B..N huNI duN c...

smilEX...i loVe thiS pIC

babY alone..ishk....

em US oUTside harry's....

eM..guEss todaE will b a loNg posT..shO manY thINgs happen...
rite..i'm darn tired nw..but..great fuN yTD..
okaY starTed wiF syaz last miNUte saY we r nOT goIN ..den another
miN he kol an sae kite jadi pegI..shO go ahead y nOT...
shO B anD me waS alreadi ouTside..shO we walK2 together first..
den ard 7 plUS we reacH harry's bar aT milleania walK(did i spell correctLY??)
i loVe da surrouNDing ge kerek..shO beautifuL..n winDy..n itS like no body was ther..sHO
babY n Me tOok pICturez..we were lIke waitiNg fer syaz to end The
werk thaT is aT 11pm..wah..kinda tired..shO syaz askEd me anD B to siT inside harry's..
coz ther was like no customer..hehe..weN i was lIKe walK in..darN this kakak was
darn kerek siak..nk step mane nyer biG fcuk ehk b...
while waitiNg we had drinKs..n peanuts..ahahhaa..
free mah...n syaz was lIke tk abes2 ngan pooL..
and There cumS tha bIG fcuK hero...hahahhahaha
da guY thaT kol me regarding werk n act as manager was ther..
and he was Like disturbiNg me sayiNG"hi i'm jOE..da manager here"..
watever..den i saw B was likE starinG at hiM one kiND..deN suddenlY B kol oUt..
"JUmari..! tk knaL ku pe?" den i was lIke..huH?? b noe hiM..den i was shO curioUS
shO asK B..haha..that was his gangster friend..haha..da jumari was bullY by mY B
durinG springfield daes..hahahhahaha..
B told me thaT last tyme he n his gang koL him.."jumari"="jubo"
wakakakaka..n he is a big fcuK playBOy...can c daT..haha..syaZ waS darN fcuk uP
wen joe disturb hurie..dasar playboY..buT he cN't get On me coz i have mY B..hehe
die tkoT ngan B seh..B gangster ehk....
shO weN he carn disturb me hE was lIke tryiNg everyway to b sacarstic wif mY syg..
bUT babY was smart..haha..lwn balek..haha..oNE thiNG that was realI gerek..
n make hiM shut uP is..
joe:"kaU g hardrock pe?"
dear:"ah2 laH..."
dear:"kaU skaraNG dancer pe.."(stg like thaT lah)
joe:"aku tk joget akU skrg main pole dance"
dear:"bagOs arh boleH gesel2 konek kaU"
den i was lIk laughIng hahaha..pe lah babY..and den finallY..
that jubO shut uP....cute babY..............
I guess i carn n i dun wana werk ther..
i dun want coz of thaT kerek gile babi nye kakak..
i carn coz...babY will b hell wuri if i have to werK wif thaT playBoy frend of his..
shO mY ans is NO....sori syaz..
i feeL luckY thaT i get to noe all this B4 i start werk rite..
shO after werk we head to da bustoP...wanted to take 700A..buT last bus was at 11.30..
and we r late...shO toOk caB to hardrock cafe...thankZ hurie...
firSt uP was a live banD..rock band..lagU gerek2..all i noe..except one da boN jovi song..
i dun noe..shO wen midnIte strike..de..hiT da floor..startIng was rather wack..
pple was nOT thaT happeninG..syaz N hurie lik nOe everyoNe frm ther..
starTinG wiF..RnB..den to reggae den rnB back..
most oF mY faV soNG...
wow...iTs mY first TYme wiF B..one oF mY lonGEst Bf..hehe..
was a gReat nITe B..eventHOugh start was liKE waCk..buT wen soNg goes ON
B was like..wow impressive..thaTs da waY babY groove To da music..gerek kan...!!!
bUT lasT parT waS kinda dissapoinTiNG..all da waE tranCe n crowd was lIKe
movinG awy.....enDs shoWs at 3..loTs and lots oF prob..one example..thIS gal was like drunk..
and create prob..n Tis butch..guess her bf was liKe noT happY..n ask her to force herself
to throw ouT da alcohol..i was liK wat the fcuK seh..den lepaS satu2 gado..deN i n B carn
tahaN we make a move first wiFoUT them..wantEd tO take nighT rider..
bUT end uP gettiNg caB....shO went to pM mac..eat...
deN B lek2 at mY hse tIl..his first bus n he head Hm..thaT was mY dae..
afterall B..da dae wiF u in da cluB was superB.....heehee gereK skali..
wen was oUR next tyme darliNG??yeah Give it to me...babe..
ahhaaaaaaaaaa....
waiT tiLl babY get hIS bike N we gO agaiN!!!!promise...

2008-03-28T21:05:00.002+08:00

em..TodaE is shoppiNg dae wif........mummY..
hehe..mum took half dae..and we went bugis..mummY bouGht me a skul beg
wic original prICe is $45..den mum was like bargain2..n we get iT
fer oni $36 wow..sho much diff..thankxz mUm..wana buY skuL shoe
osO buT noT nICe..shO teman mUmmY buY lots OF clothes..
i miSs baby..he is werkiNG todae..BUt me carN waiT fer tmr..
guess waT?? babY is goIN to get mC anD we r chilliNG oUT tmr..
YEAH!!!..miTinG syaz..hurie..n Hurie frienD at esplanade
at 7 pM..n lek2..wen da tyME cums..will bE headiNg tO cluB..
iTS party nIte..sure tO upload pIcs fer tmr..
wiLl b a memorable one siNce i lasT go ther..n tmr iS ladies nITe..
bUT too baD B have to pay 23 bucks..hehe..if oni i drink..it wud b free flow
but i dun n will nva..arhh..shO excited seh!!!...
mummY gona gIve me 50 bucks again Tmr..yeah..cool..
k laH wana bathe n wait fer B to kol huni...

2008-03-27T22:01:00.001+08:00

em..wat a loNG n tiring dae todae...
me n dear went to iTE tamP..pay skul fees N photo
fer da ez-link card cool.....da staff n student was liKe
shO friendly..we feeL shO welcomed heex..
em juz noW syaz kol me n he sae that i cN oni cum interview
on da 3 of april...haiya..coz da boss oN vacatioN..shO juz nw syaz pass
da phone u one of the part timer there...den wen i answer da phone..tis idioT guy
pretend to be da boss ther..haha..i was fooled..wen i wanted to hang up
da phone den aru he sae" no lah i'm juz a part timer kat sini.."
den i was like bastard tol..
mY long journey to tamp..was noT wasted coz B is fun...n cute..kipiNg me accompanY
shO thaT i dun feeL bored..N he eveN sang to me a few sonGz..we had burger king
at tamp..den walk2..B juz kipS me laughIng..swit kan die...
deN he droP bY mY hse..buT fer a while oni coz he havE to werk tMr..
haixzz kind of feeliNg sad..dun noe wen da next dae i cn met hIm...
oUhh ya..juz nw oso bouGht B hiS watch..
now feeL sho bored at hm je..den tk keje lak tu..will werk soon..
heve to help mY B pay fer da biKe..tk kan nk free ride je kan..
hedhe...gerek nYer g skOla naik motor..duh...fuhyo...
k lah kinda tired..n juz misses B lots n lots dear....

2008-03-27T14:15:00.002+08:00

em..bout ytd outing..din go to werk ytd..boTh lazy burgerz..haha
den went bugis..me N B bought a same watch..but diff colourz..buT too
bad B's watch was spoiled..shUkzz..shuD have check iT first..
N yTD we receive a phOne koL frm iTe tamP..yar finallY we get tO go higher
nitec..n tOdae..me n B goiN ther..paYing skul fees..i'm shO exiceted finallY cn skuL
agaiN..n yTd met syaz at polYclinic..hehe..nie pN mls keje..
i alredi quit ma jOB buT not B..syaz offer me at her werk place at harrys bar..n i'm okay
wif iT..shO waitinG fer her response as to wen i cN go fer interview..
N actuallY tis saT syaz ask mE n B to go clubbiNG together wiF syaz n hurie..
buT too bad B has to werk..sori syaz...hoW boUT next sat..
i redi discuss wiF B and he is okaY wif iT..
shO yTD had a ong tok on da phone wif B..
regardinG oUR werk..n iTs kinda sad B n I din werk toGether but its okay..coz we mit each other
everydae..oritez lah..will update more tonite..runninG late ledi..

2008-03-26T10:57:00.001+08:00

da sonG on mY bloG is Compose bY mY babY..
noT baD fer a first timer eHkk dear..hope To hear moRe songs from u
babe...muackz

2008-03-25T12:14:00.002+08:00

haiYa..feeLinG shO quiet N lonelY..hehe..mY mummY steaL mY babY..
briNg hIM to buY bird...hehe..pe lah B..Mummy's and nenek's..hehe
em stIL haveN bathe..hahaha..B dun lauGh..N B shO naughtY sprinkle water On me kan..
nanTi kuar siap U...kene nGan i..haha..smlM da kene..hehe..
ytD was reaL fun rite boUt da msg ..haha..sori I was Jus testIng u..c hwmuch u love me..hehe
syG jugak u ngan i ehk..n guess wat..i oso kene hIT back..n i was lIke "cryiNg"..B jahaT..
saYs she luVs da stupID yana..hehe..oUpspss "stupiD"..hehe..
haiya I din noe y i Sho jealoUs of her..coz She da first oNe to kiSs u oN da cheek..
haiya bUT i'M ur first ladae TO giVe u a tENder kiSs on uR swit lipS..hehehe
buT duN eva do thaT agaiN ehk dear..reallY hurts me tau...
shO later mIting ayie..mummY n babY at JP..nie sume jahat tk..
skola...tk keje...haiyo...muMmy givinG me casH yeeepp!!!!!...em FolloWiNg B to top uP hiz
bbdC thiNGy....
wana rebonD..buY baG..buY shOE..blanje B n me a new watch..Blanje babY mkn..
hahaha..shO manY thIngy..gerek nye..
after jP wud b jUZ me n mY dear..planniNG to go buGis i guess..
em was thinkINg IF got extra cash wana watch movie larh..
shuD take sum tyme oFF n spend wif babY..since we were boTh shO into da stupiD werk..
haixszz..carN siT together wif u agaiN at werk..bUT iTS okay..atleast we gO n cum bck
together..N wat is eveN greaT baby N mE have noT beeN doIn csc errors lagI..
mY baby is smart..luV ya lots..oritez wana bathe..if noT i'll be late..de..i'M owaes late..
ehkkkkkk..no no thaT tyme 2 days aredi i'm super earlY..haha..bcoz B is sUCh a naughty bOI..
set mY tyme shO fast..haha...buT iTS okaY at least i dun have to make U wait..hehe

2008-03-24T01:13:00.002+08:00

fuh..juZ finiSH bathiNg..came bcK reaL latE..werk waS okaY..
got stG thaT goT mY attentiON on soMEone smilEx..hehe..
sori baby..haha..c i told u nk i uat kwn..kan i kate jgn menyesal..haha..nahxz larh..i try my
best not to turn to mY fcukiN attitude again...i wana U to noe thaT u r
da oni one fer me..
finallY tmr iS mY off dae..fuh..babY's gonna drop by mY hse..juz chill..
mlS nk kuar..heex..mayv tuesdae laH..planniNG to folloW dear Top uP his
bbdc thinGy..den go shoppINg as moM gives me cash..shE goT extra moNEy..$1,800 seh
juZ fer her performance at werk ..gerek kan..shO..wana reboND mY hair..coz it reaLi
suckz mW..at least tak kerentinG cm ramboT..babY!!!!!!
wakakakkakakaka..juz jokin syGku...
kerenting pN matair sape ehk...haha..
buT babY planniNG to straighTEn his hAir..dun noe hw he lukS..but obviouslY i
will miss ur curlY hair..hehe....shO mucH fer todae..i'm tired..off to get
sum rest....swits dreamzzz

2008-03-23T11:53:00.002+08:00

oritEZ..ytD was weRk agaiN..pnaT larHzz...till eleveN..
em..yTD i saw mY sedarE..on mY father siDe was oso werkinG ther..
em tok2....buT calls was aloT larH..em yTD therz tis oNE gal siT bside mY dear..
argHH..her face reaLi reminD me of oNE bitch frm westwoods..da blakie..whO lasT tyme was lIKe
flirtiNG wiTh mY guY...feEl like givinG a tighT slap..wakaka...
basicallY nTg muCh larH..todaE deaR will piCk me uP frm hM n go werk..I told hiM itZ
rainiNg..wawawa..jahat ehK hunI...muackz...
wana B wiTh u every sec larGHh...bsoK off..we go shoppiNg laH babY...
luv u lotaz...

2008-03-22T10:55:00.002+08:00

oriTez todaEZ iS da 22 oF marcH riTe?? mUSt b..if nT i wud have donE
da future order fer a ronG date.wawawa..
weLl beeN werkinG da past dAes shO darN tired..n dear havE beeN sendiNg me hM..
for 3 daes redi..haha..tK tau pe mimPi ehk..but todae n tmrw nope coz
werK ends till 11..gross!!!...em..babY kiPS sayiNg to me tO make frends larh..wateva..haha..
n i told him jgN menyesal sudah..wakakaka..
dear update ur post lagI..i suke bace blog u heex..fuh..tinkINg boUT todae joB will be
real hell ...arghHH..confirm bYK kol...haiya..
goiNG to hiGher niTec was miNe n baby's last hopE...
as long as me can study..carN take private..coz i dun wana dear to go nS sho fasT...
me oNi lefT 2 years wiTh hiM..i wana make full uSe of tIS two yers..n treasure hiM lots...
fer dear:
huNi wish u all da best fer ur bike..itS like u have goNe
crazy bout iT..haha..n we can gO riding2...together...mUacksz....

2008-03-19T23:18:00.002+08:00

i mYself duN noE y..Y tiS feeliNgs suddENlY at tis late nite..
i tried kolinG hiM..buT he has hIZ owN prob
i carN bother u dear..soRi i juz dun noe y since thaT niTe thaT
i had bad dream..i was likE bcomiNg insecure..
i'm.....i'm.....afraid of losing u..i noe tis maY sounds stupid to euu..
but deep tis feelinG u wun noe..
hw i cried everynite..wishing i din get that bad dream tO
cum true....
i'm sori but i'm afraid.....................

2008-03-18T18:49:00.002+08:00

em..thINGy beT. me n mY dear IS goiN oN weLl..
toDae iS da seconD dae i miT him..haha..sounDs lik I juz steaD wiF him..
but tHAtz da truth..I duN noE y iTs liKE da feeliNg oF first tyME being
witH him..iT makes me wana C hiM moRe..i miSS hiM n hiz
love lots..he a cute guY n he's mY guy...
juz one thingy that makes me Sad..is wat i dreamt oF lasT niTE..
thaT he left me Fer sumoNe else..n i woke up
n cry coz iT seemS sho real..i really hope tiS is oni"permainan tido"
i dun wana lose hiM again..
tis tYme i feel sho much luv frm him..but i hope its not oni fer a moment ya..
coz i nid ya...

2008-03-16T19:23:00.003+08:00

dear babY..i feeL thaT i juZ miss U shO nuCH..promiSe u wun do tis to me agaiN ya..
duN u leave mY side fer eveN more thaT a dae..coz i niD u n i misses u shO muCh..
tIS stupiD weRk..haisxx piTy mY deaR ..he muZ have bEeN reaL tired..
huNi loVe B..after Tis i waNa u bY my side
owaez..i Dun wana feeL tiS lonElY n da FeelIng
oF miSsing u shO badlY...i will waiT fer u To cuM hm..

2008-03-16T09:43:00.002+08:00

I don't want to go another day
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
Throwing their love away
I know I got a good thing right here
That's why I say (Hey)

Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you

I don't want to go another
So I'm telling you exactly what is on my mind
See the way we ride
In our privated lives
Ain't nobody getting in between
I want you to know that you're the only one for me
And I say

Nobody's going to love me better
I'm going to stick with you
Forever
Nobody's going to take me higher
I'm going to stick with you
You know how to appreciate me
I'm going to stick with you
My baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way
I'm going to stick with you

And now
Ain't nothing else I can need
And now
I'm singing 'cause you're so, so into me
I got you
We'll be making love endlessly
I'm with you
Baby, you're with me

So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's all that counts
So don't you worry about
People hanging around
They ain't bringing us down
I know you and you know me
And that's why I say

2008-03-16T09:30:00.002+08:00

aitEZ..todae stiLl stuCk at hM..goSh shO bored
gOt a 2 dae mC agaiN..ytD mum brinG me C doctor..coZ iTS liK
beeN i weeK i waS siCk..n doCtor sae i GOt lunGS infectioN..therfore Doctor gaVE me
lotS and loTs of medicinE to takE..i hate mediCIne..buT yTD i had no choIce mUm waS likE
foRcing me tO take da medicine..haha..
deaR have to gO werk Alone..keciaN nye..i"M sori ehK..me feeL shO sick..
beeN 3 daes i diN miT u..i mIss u shO much..n toDae is ouR 1 yr 2 mtHs together..
iT may be a Big gaP..siNce we last broKE up..but iT doesn't make anY diff..coz
u r owaes BY mY side..me luV u dear..tC oF urself dear..can't wait fer tmr to miT ya..
mUackzz..u r being loved bY me...