Sunday, January 25, 2009
tis is wat i did while tokin to u n cryiN too..
ThanKXz fer hanging up da phone oN me..wiF askIn me fer reasoN why..
i noE i breaK ur heart but i dun have the IntentioN..
after poSTiNg oN mY blog afraid taT u miTe leave me..N nw u tokiN bout wantin me to
find u a gal...i became more afraid...afraid of wat i tok about earlier On...
dun want to be unfair..want u to have ur happiness coz i noe i cn nva eva give
euu tat...i cN onI bring tears to ur Eyez..bring sadness iN ur face..
give u hurt......nva once i tink i do make u happie..all tis while u r happie coz u make
urself happie...n oso da false hope tat i have given euu...
behiND those wrds i spoke juz nw...were tears in mY eyez...tryiN to cover up..
dun want u to noe...coz i noe if u noe y i cry...u wudnt want to continue wif ur plan..
but i carn be selfish...i have to sacrifice a bit of my feelings fer u...to c u happie..
wat if u found my replacement...?? i will nva get ur love again..i wun b able to feel happiness
again...happiness tat u have given me all tis while...u wuN have tyme fer me..
n hus gona hang on da phone wif me till morning..chatting n laughin each dae all nite...
i will lose all tat ...all tat will meant fer ur new sumone...but its ok i carn continue to depend on
u..........but da truth is im still not okay...im afraid to lose all da happiness thaT i have all tis while..
da tyme spend wif u...everytiNG...close ur eyes n listen to ur heart u noe i nva wanted to
sae tat i din luv u...u noe clearly hw i felt fer u...but i have to do it ..no choice..coz i dun want u to feel like im givin u hope again...i dun want u to be hurt again...enugh fer da pain tat i
have put u thru...i hope u understand....tat i cn nva ferget u..nva.....
after poSTiNg oN mY blog afraid taT u miTe leave me..N nw u tokiN bout wantin me to
find u a gal...i became more afraid...afraid of wat i tok about earlier On...
dun want to be unfair..want u to have ur happiness coz i noe i cn nva eva give
euu tat...i cN onI bring tears to ur Eyez..bring sadness iN ur face..
give u hurt......nva once i tink i do make u happie..all tis while u r happie coz u make
urself happie...n oso da false hope tat i have given euu...
behiND those wrds i spoke juz nw...were tears in mY eyez...tryiN to cover up..
dun want u to noe...coz i noe if u noe y i cry...u wudnt want to continue wif ur plan..
but i carn be selfish...i have to sacrifice a bit of my feelings fer u...to c u happie..
wat if u found my replacement...?? i will nva get ur love again..i wun b able to feel happiness
again...happiness tat u have given me all tis while...u wuN have tyme fer me..
n hus gona hang on da phone wif me till morning..chatting n laughin each dae all nite...
i will lose all tat ...all tat will meant fer ur new sumone...but its ok i carn continue to depend on
u..........but da truth is im still not okay...im afraid to lose all da happiness thaT i have all tis while..
da tyme spend wif u...everytiNG...close ur eyes n listen to ur heart u noe i nva wanted to
sae tat i din luv u...u noe clearly hw i felt fer u...but i have to do it ..no choice..coz i dun want u to feel like im givin u hope again...i dun want u to be hurt again...enugh fer da pain tat i
have put u thru...i hope u understand....tat i cn nva ferget u..nva.....
