Wednesday, January 28, 2009duN noW wats rong wif mE nowadays..
i became shO scared WonderinG wats ronG wif me..
Why do i have to wake up everydae seeinG blooD in my mouth..
tried to figure out why..lokin thru da net...nO definite ans..
mayBe therz internal bleeding or wat?? juz sho afraid to know da truth..
mum ask me to see doctor but i dun feel likE..im scared mayb...including todae its da third dae this happen..
Em wat bout todae..plain sitting at hM...boredom kills me..skiP skuL . witH da thouGHt oF
maybe i cud spent tyme wif hiM since he iS noT workiN..buT plaN got to nowhere ..
hE was sHo tired coz of watching scoccer ytd.....wanted to rest mORe..ended uP nw til
4.30pm i waited...tried to explain to hiM..buT was being blamed back in return...
saein dun wanna be da third party...since mY guY will be comin ova..
i thoughT u dun mind spending even few hours wif me..den after tat i go mit rizal...
mayBe now i realised i can ask sho much frm u coz u r nt mY guY...iF its da euu dat i noE
will cuM all da wae jUZ to miT me..even fer oNE or two hrs..n u can go bck hm to continue ur sliP..buT instead u continue slipiN after our tok...
Em maYb i was waitinG fer u to sae "u mk i dtg wat tyme?"..."u nk i dtg skrg?" ..maYbe im used to da wae U are...haha...i duN blame u dun wuri...sori i msG tat wae...maYbe wat im askinG frm u is too muCh...enuGH oF u havinG to travel Here all da wae fer 1hr plUS in da traiN...Enugh
oF wastiNG ur train fare jUZ to miT me....im sori...i WuN buRden u animore..
noW den i realised tat da person i shud be asking for n look for shud be mY guy not u...
i duN have anyTIng wiF u buT im owaes putting burden on u..ask love frm u n nt frm my bf...
i noe its unfair fer u... n im sori....
i became shO scared WonderinG wats ronG wif me..
Why do i have to wake up everydae seeinG blooD in my mouth..
tried to figure out why..lokin thru da net...nO definite ans..
mayBe therz internal bleeding or wat?? juz sho afraid to know da truth..
mum ask me to see doctor but i dun feel likE..im scared mayb...including todae its da third dae this happen..
Em wat bout todae..plain sitting at hM...boredom kills me..skiP skuL . witH da thouGHt oF
maybe i cud spent tyme wif hiM since he iS noT workiN..buT plaN got to nowhere ..
hE was sHo tired coz of watching scoccer ytd.....wanted to rest mORe..ended uP nw til
4.30pm i waited...tried to explain to hiM..buT was being blamed back in return...
saein dun wanna be da third party...since mY guY will be comin ova..
i thoughT u dun mind spending even few hours wif me..den after tat i go mit rizal...
mayBe now i realised i can ask sho much frm u coz u r nt mY guY...iF its da euu dat i noE
will cuM all da wae jUZ to miT me..even fer oNE or two hrs..n u can go bck hm to continue ur sliP..buT instead u continue slipiN after our tok...
Em maYb i was waitinG fer u to sae "u mk i dtg wat tyme?"..."u nk i dtg skrg?" ..maYbe im used to da wae U are...haha...i duN blame u dun wuri...sori i msG tat wae...maYbe wat im askinG frm u is too muCh...enuGH oF u havinG to travel Here all da wae fer 1hr plUS in da traiN...Enugh
oF wastiNG ur train fare jUZ to miT me....im sori...i WuN buRden u animore..
noW den i realised tat da person i shud be asking for n look for shud be mY guy not u...
i duN have anyTIng wiF u buT im owaes putting burden on u..ask love frm u n nt frm my bf...
i noe its unfair fer u... n im sori....
