Saturday, April 19, 2008juz feeL liKE doin a second eNtrY..kinDa boreD..
open uP mY memories file..full OF thiNGs inside..pictures..stuffs..
letter...
wen i read sTG..words oN a perlini silver card frm "him 1"..
was tOuchEd wiF wats iNside..
iT goes..
"remember,no matter wat happen,i wil b there when u nid me..
i love you!!! i wil nvr leave you again.."
buT u did leave mE..N latelY weN we contact..wen i ask u
y u wanted tO break wif me..u sae due tO parents naggiNG..n studies..
i understand..its okay..that was da past BUt i'm glad u stiL
wana kiP in touch wif me..
u Once asked me in da msg y i left "him 2" fer mY guY..
and i tOld u..all i nid is attentioN..
"him 1" saes..he noe i'm that kiNd of gal..and wen i sae hW u noe?
n tiS is wat he replied that reali touches my heart..
"of coz, ive been wit u be4.we sort of been there,thru al.cume i je yg deng"
at least he noe that we have go thru aloT..
next tIng i read is a booKmark that has stG written oN iT bY "him 2"
da TinG that realI caught mY feeliNG is wen he sae..
"lastly, thank you for your love and giving me a 2nd chance
after i broke up wib you after sec 2. Btw neva have i regretted lovingu.N i
will neva 4get you.."
buT u did 4get me..mayB iTs fer ur own gooD..maYb i have bUrden u much..
n tyme fer me to give u ur own space to settle dwn..mayb u have beta life now..
n u r strong enugh to go thru life wifout me..proud of euu..
another ting that caught my eyes is da pink mp4 u used to buy fer me..
buT nw iTs no longer functioning..iTs nw dead..iS tIS hw ouR frendsip ends..
i get too emotional sumtymes..
next tiNg i read all da letters frm "him 3"..
shO touchinG n lovinG..sumtymes i tiNK i change u too much..
i juz mish u being urself..miss da first love we had..a pure and decent one..
i nva tOld u tis buT i reali miss da old u..but i carn kip changinG tingss..
aLL DA MEmories..it will follow me thru my life..but hw bout u guyz
??u cn juz leave that bhind n move on..but i'm happie fer u guyz,,
