Friday, February 15, 2008wel..ytd was valentine dae..n me very2 happie..thankxZ a lot rizal fer da dae..
i was bloody bad mood in da early morning..rizal bought me this white flower..i'm shO happie thankxz alot..den me n hiM wen to town..actuali plaN to watch movie but we cancel it off..
shO wif oUR money..we eat....den i buY hiM a cap..n noE wat he bouGht me another two more flowers..red and a blue rose...haha..realI swit..guess its mY first tyme seh receive flower..esp on valentine dae..i din expect to have a feelinG of sho happie fer receiving flowers coz i nva like one last tyme..but itS true flowers make gals melt..haha..n i wana take good care of da flower..shO niCe sey...thankxz rizal..em gueSs i wanT more and more flowerS in mY rooM..oUhh please whU gona give me...hehehehhee...den at nite mit him at library..teman hiM plaY hiS game..den he bouGht food.. and we head hm..thankxz niwae fer walkin me hm..n todae he came to mY hse..playinG hiS game..ya i do miss him..but he doesnt' look like he is interested in me ani more..he was more like into havinG fun..after we did it..he juz went off like that..do i exist oni fer dat moment..kind of dissapoinTEd..i dun noe wat i shuD do to shOW him a sign tat i do love him..but that aint easy..i dun noe hw..he treat me more like a frend n i'm sure he has no more feelings toward me..mayb i shud juz ferget of being wif him..n pretend ntg happen..i guess shO..i will nva nva confess hw i feel towards him coz i mySelf dun noe hw he feel seh..its liKE wat if he dun even have a feel toward me?? thats reali shameful...dah...juz ferget it n stop dreaming..juz move on..n i believe i cn even w/o u as mY guy..n tiS feelinG..i will bury it dwn inside me n juz pretend ntg happen...n that iT.....
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