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Saturday, February 9, 2008
orite todae..a dissapointing..heartbreaking dae towards 12 midnight..i din expect him to do this to me..but i noe i'm owaes in da rong..n my frendsip n him juz carn get along..Y?? is a big qn in my mind..is it shO hard fer us to get along..if we carn manage a relationship fer 1 yr plus...y not friendsip..he owaez think i have rizal..i swear rizal is my oni friend i have..unlike him..he have lots of frends..basically all gals..yap..i admit sumtymes i do feel jealous..but i least i get to feel hw it feel liks..haixz..y my feelings juz take control of me..y does he change or did i change??wen i look bck i miss da tyme we had together..but wen i tink again y he has to change..n y this feeling of mine carn accept his new change ..i'm sho sensitive of every issue..even wen he use harsh wrds..i will get sad..but y mayb he used to pamper me sho much n its lik a shocked to my feelings to c him tis way..i thought 1 dae he will change his heart and accept me bck..but no i'm rong..he nt da person i used to love..n he is not da person dat love me sho much..wher is da *him* that reali loves me n oni me...i guess him n me will nva b together coz he will nva have a heart fer me again..mayb after wat i did to him....
BesT I Eva HaD @12:36:00 AM
