Wednesday, September 12, 2007why anD why are my tearz rolling dwn wen i FOund oUt da truth..
da important truth..
nw i noe i dun mEan that mucH to u..i noe da answer y...ya its oni ur swit wrds again which trap me badly...i shudnt beliEve wen u say u stiL luV me bT u hid EvEry truth frm me..
i feel sHo dumb n stoopiD...tk sedar diri..!!!!!!!!11
i shudnt have believe U...its juZ mY feeliNG 4 u is too strong..that i Carn even 4get u even 4 a moment..
no matter hw u react towards me or hw much u hate me..i still kip tis feeling n tis room in my heart fer u...bt i'm too blinded by u that i din notice that u dun luv me bt u luV sumbody else..
i played wif my own feelingz..i sho confused..everytime i tried to kill tis feelIng i carn..i dun understand y..
even if i try my very best i carn ...
thats y wen i noe the truth i'm deeply heartbroken....
wat i will do nw is i will nva show u again hw much i lub u or nid u..
coz i dun want u to noe..n u cn move on...without thinking of me..
but u...i will continue to lub in silence even if i have to hear da worst frm euu...
u mean tooooo much to me..and that aniting that u do will affect me badly..
mayb i shudnt have tell u my feelings..coz i feel ashamed ..
i love u too much.and u said u luv me too but i noe u dun...
i regret telling u..
i will luv u in silence..............................
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